Life's a stage...u play ur part well...

2007-11-16T03:47:00.000-08:00

ahaha. i remember those days where i use to neva miss a day to blog abt my life everyday..i mean in p6 or sec one.. those were seriously carefree years. even during psle, its nt as hectic as in sectwo..pfft. i miss the chilhood. like really i do la. everyday was a special day for me, something exciting was awaiting, but i guess this is all part of growing up up UP. ouhhh well, i shld stop brooding abt tis.. i'm neva gonna be a kid agn, where as long as i cry a lil, i'll my barbie.
i gotta accept i'm a teen. lifes like tat.

nthin much in life. all i realised was tat i gotta wrk my arse off next yr. like really. my appeal gt rejected. blaaa. bt i dun care, gonna wrk as much altho i may have council and choir.. i'm gonna be commited to both my books and double C's. hais.

speaking of council, I'VE REALLI MISSED BEING WITH THEM MAN. i mean it was exams and yaada and it was ages since i saw them, and with this gradnite i gotta get on track with them, i feel so happy. altho this whole week i have been working from 8to5 for gradnite..and its tiring, its VERY FUN..its very fun to be with them, the council. when i was arnd with them, i realised howw much i've missed them, like realli.

THOSE UPMOST CRAZY STUFF WE DO..WHILE serious work. ahaha. like those super funny nightwalk planning times, those times we jaywalked, our busrides, our lunch dates, our TALKS, those meetings, those naughty things we did and got away with it..goshhhh so much in just one week..so much of laughter, so much of together time. i realli loved this week man. man.

from this i realised, how much they mean to me. i THINK i will jus die without council. like literally jus die. ahaha. thks guys for bringing such joy to my life. ouh and me and divya bought the super comfortable 'running' shoes for gradnite, ahaha.

i love u c's man. i love u buddies, guannie and zu. i love u all excos. =)))
GRADNITEGRADNITEGRADNITE~OOOOO.ahaha

2007-10-28T05:42:00.000-07:00

MY MY MY MY MY MY MY MY MY MYYYYYY
i cant belief i havent blogged for rather a long time.
i dont think i was so into it either, no mood, nthin much.
BUT now it hols and i think i'll have smthin to say everyday. good i hope. 2 months.
Thats veryyyy long. Eveen last yyear..it wasnt as long. Tis yr its twoo mths. Gotta
crack stuff to do. ofcourse studyin and TAT is on my lost alr. ahaha.
ahahaha. My phone's dying. The screen jus keeps flickerings and it dies off. like
WTHHH right. But oh well. I think i'll be gettin a new phone. I need it man.
Good news is that, i got money for shoppin an etc, deepvaallliii's coming and my mum maybe bringin me along with her to AUCKLAND, and camppp. oh tats rather a nice place. ahaha.
What i'm worrying is abt the appeal. and alsooo

about wth u're trying to do man.

and bad news is,
choir twice week-.- gawddd.

2007-08-11T05:49:00.000-07:00

when one ends.
many awakens.
helping isnt a sin.
for a friend i did.
it all ended up in a mess.
i'm caught in the middle.
again.
and
again.

i was once a happy.
sometimes i wanna run away.
i wish i could say it all.

but again i'm afraid..

2007-08-06T22:16:00.000-07:00

IT HAS BEEN 1000000000000000000 YEARS SINCE I LAST POSTED. NOO TIME. XD

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Niways, havent really felt like blogging tho. Life's been like trash. Everythin has gone fhoom. i mean EVERYTHING.how miserable can life get. seriously if i were to put everything down here, it'll be nasty. some things are just meant to be kept to myself. i dun wanna hurt anyone. Cus those things are things which i can just sit aaround and watch, and tolerate..aha. i've to learn to be flexible.=) have to.
I've really felt lost for the past few days, i didnt noe where my heart went to. And besides i'm sick agn. WHYYYYYYY OH WHYYY. ** when i thought i had no one.. this two dudes really cheered me up. I mean when i felt tat i wld be left alone to cry, they cheered me up. I reallly appreciate that. and if you guys r reading the blog, THANKS A BUNCH!! you smses and advices made me feel better yos. =))
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I WANNA GO SCHOOL. I MISS SCHOOL. I HATE MY HEALTH. healthy healthy!! i needa be.
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I dun wanna put up a freaking fake smile anymore. i wanna be happy. its been ages since i really smiled/laughed. i'm human too, i wanna noe, that i can be seen. Smtimes i dun even wanna go to school. Its like livin hell. I rmb the last time, when i was smaller, when i had nthin to worry abt, bt just to check if my pencils were sharp. Life was so pretty then. I really miss those cute times. where we all dun have to cry over people when u care for them so much and they treat u like trash.Everything in the past were all sweet memories.
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And all of a sudden i miss my primary school tamil class when i was talkin to my tamil teacher that day. she misses us too. i miss it all too. it was so damn fun then. I use to enjoy every moment there. Now i cant wait for gathering. =)
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And yes friend, thanks for shooing that idiot. Ur idea rocked. XD
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And sometimes i really wish i met some people earlier.
And i aint looking forward to 200807. mondays r bad days.
I'm nt looking forward to anything bt for gd results and happier days.
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I miss chocolates.
I miss you.
I miss happy days.

Bt i believe this is all temporary=) I hopee..

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And MR HUMAN.. i am not emo. I'm anti-emo! :P

2007-07-06T18:49:00.000-07:00

sheeeshh. i like nt really recovered frm that incident. its agitating!!

although everything seems to be normal, i know things are going behind my back. it always happens. things never come to a satisfactory. sucks. so i just behave like i DONT noe anythin and i jus ignore it. Cus if i am wanting to noe everything i may jus die of a major shock. So i rather look everythin on the surface and just pretend i never knew anythin, and SMILE SMILE and let it be. simple. i've given in enough. i've tried. bt there's a limit. i hate compromising with others feelings already. i needa put my point straight onto your face some day. but that wld be too nasty. so i am just gonna bury it and move on. I think i have better things to worry on. Like my studies, council, social life and etc. so pls, stop it, cus i have decided to jus ignore. so iff u're gonna bark and hurt ur mouth, i am nt gonna listen anyway. so yeapp in other words, look at urself first, then be a commendator my dearr.

Cus if i am going to live in teh shadows of ones comfort, i may jus taken advantage of. But no matter what happens, i try to be happy. Cus there's no point in crying and blahing abt it. EMO is not my thing. It doesent relief pain. Being happy and helping urself to smile, is just gonna help me heal my wounds.

pacifying myself is like smthin i have to do daily.

horrible life dont u think..?

~okay i dun wanna talk abt tis alr. it jus gets on my last nerve.

AND HEY YOU COME ONLINE. CUS I AM MISSING U DARN BADLY ALR.

2007-07-05T00:53:00.000-07:00

oh yes it has been ages since i posted. no mood actually. i've been like sick for oh so long. i guess sometimes my health dosent permit. to anything at all. it feels terrible. terribly terrible.

the start of the term has been more of a bad than a good. i've like cried so much alr. gotten sick alr. screamed n yelled alr. i guess i am not the only one, there are many who tell me their sad stories. and i just wonder, why cant people take things more easily rather than blowing a small issue into a big one. it hurts. for me and for everyone else. sometimes when life gets to hard on you, u wanna quit. but there're always a few friends, who would change ur mind set.
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thanks amanda kee n emelia=) i appreciate ur comfort etc.

life has been a misery so far. i duno why. sometimes i feel lonely. i feel helpless. i feel like there's no one for me, by my side. `ok i shall talk abt tis.

and thanks fiona=) talking to you made me think ALOT. n u noe i'm sorry. i appreciate what u said. its friends like u who open my eyes. XD

and thanks _____ =) what u said, made me prepare, made me think. ur words
comforted me alot alot~!!

2007-06-20T21:26:00.000-07:00

I typed a whole long story of FRIDAY with amanda and rukku buttt nooo blogger has to show some error. TWICE if i am not wrong. GOD=(
AMANDA KEE TOLD ME TO do her something.

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THE TWO OF YOU BOYS BETTA GET A LIFE. WTH IS YOUR PROB. I DUN THINK SHE DESERVES ANY OF YOUR STUPIDLY DISGUSTING CRAPPY NONSENSE ALRITE. AND MY DEAR BOY, THE ONE SHE HAD LOVED SO MUCH, YOU BETTER STOP YOUR NONSENSE. YOU BROKE HER HEART, YOU MADE HER CRY, YOU MADE HER SMILE FADE AWAY.AND HEY I DUN TINK SHE DESERVES THIS.AND BTW U'RE NOT SOME ROMEO TO DESERVE A JULIET LIKE HER, WHO WAS SINCERE. ALL BECUS OF YOUUU. YES YOUUU. I WONT HESITATE TO PUT UR NAME UP HERE U IDIOT. BUT I TINK I AM NOT AS DUMB AS YOU ARE. DONT YOU HAVE SOMETHING CALLED FEELINGS. ARE YOU LIKE STONE. YOU TALK TO HER WHEN YOU WANT AND YOU DONT TALK TO HER WHEN YOU DONT WANT. DO YOU THINK SHE'S SOME OLD TOOL. AND YOUR GREATEST FREN WHOM loves TO TYPE NUMBERS AND SEND STUPID SMSES. GETTA A LIFE. 748- GO AND DIE. AND IF YOU EVER TYPE SILLY NUMBERS I MAKE U DUN HAVE ANY OF THOSE fingers TO TYPE IT. AND I TINK AFT ALL YOU HAVE DONE TO HER mr>___ YOU DUN DESERVE HER ANYMORE. I THINK SHE CAN GET MORE BETTER GUYS THEN YOU. YOU HAVE TINY TINI EYES AND STUPID HAIR. SO YA SHE DEFINETLY DESERVES BETTER DUDE. SO SEE IF YOU CAN FIND ANY OTHER GIRL...which is not gonna happen. CUS U HAVE NTHIN LEFT TO IMPRESS ANYONE LOOOOSERRRR. HAA. IF YOU HAPPEN TO READ THIS. HOHO. I DUN CARE.. CUS I'M JUS DOING WATTA BESTFREN'S GOTTA DO. I DUN WANNA SEE HER HEART BROKEN AGN BECUS OF SOME JERK LIKEEEE YOUUU MR. STOP HURTING HER. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. YES I REPEAT ENOUGHHHHHH. YOU GET ME BOY. JUS BUZz off or go and dieee. cus she dosent need you. and your nt worth her tears.

u're not a man. u're just a pigly coward.
stop it ___-u noe who u r,,

2007-06-13T19:25:00.000-07:00

COUNCIL CAMP<333333

DAY ONEEE=)
It was seriously fun and we bonded even more. I really miss it now actually. I WISH it was darn longer. K aniways the games, were quite fun. In my grp i had, rukku, joelle, xin yi, jerrold, jefferson aka jeffi-boo, jane, tze hern, yue hao....we had one of the samllest grp tho. Bt nvm..we strong and smart ppl. ahahaha. =)) So the games were all fun. WE BROKE the record for the tower camp thingy, thanks to jerrold's long shoe and him and jane carrying rukku and joelle. ahahaha. damn fun. Then we played caption's ball with fish, eggs, soap and toamtoes. DIRTY game,, but damn fun. Since rukku was into wetting everyone. SHE GOT SABOHED like no body's business by everyone. everyone kept wetting her with cold water, water guns. AND SHE almost dies from zuhairi and fahil sec 3. ahahaha. DAMN FUNNI. but sorri rukku, cld nt help you frm them. Then we scrubbed till we all felt clean during shower. Then we had admin stuff and all this things. Then we all to give speeches. Sec twos had to give for the election of exco. So yeapp it was kinda scary bt i dun tink it was hard. Then we had the stand down dinner and standown ceremonies.It was damn pretty. Everythin seemed so special. As i tink it meaned alot to the sec fours. ahaha=)) they teared..we'll miss them. Then we had the council drama. Ours and the sec four's one made everyone laugh soooo much. ahaha it was great to receive sucha response=))) Then we had nightwalk and stuff. So we all waited,, for our turn listening to ghost stories right smack in the middle of the field. ahaha. So fadhil sec 3 and zuhairi came left and cap back first cus the excos had to leave first to wash the dishes. THEN OMG FADHIL IS SUCHA GOOD ACTOR...I TINK HE WANTED TO SCRE OR SMTHIN..ITS LIKE HE LOOKED SO SCARED AND HIS EYES WERE LIKE GOING TO TEAr like asif he saw smthinn.. jus to scare us..HIS ACTING WAS SO DAMN GOOD TAT IT SCARED RUKKU AND DIVEE.. AHAHAHAHA. Bt zuhairi u cant act la. ahaha. Nignt walk was alrite i gues..ahaha. I went with syafiq, so i wasnt tat freaked out anymre..hehe. Then we had supper. Since it was fadhil sec 3's bday, we all cut cake and the cAKE HIS MUM baked was damn nice la..CREDITS TO HIS MOM. Then we all had supper and stuff, then it came to a stage where, me, fadhil sec three and zuhairi cld nt find divee and rukku, it was like creepy, so we searched arnd and arnd..and realised tat they went to BATHE>>! and fadhil kept thinkin tat i was with divee and rukku..he freaked me ks. ahaha. Then we finally went to sleep at wat 2 or 3 plus..gossshhh. and we woke up at 5.45. 3 hrs of sleep aft a tiring day was like shit. ahahaha. Lotsa funni things happed in the gaps..jus cant seeem to rmb..XD

DAY TWO=))
woke up at 5.45, zombied down to get clothes and stuff. BAthed..ate breakfast and left for pulau ubin for the whole morning plus noon. The trip there was very fun. My group had the superb uber fun=) We were given a map to find our way out in big huge pulau ubin we practically took us 2hrs plus. Tiring but we had so much of talking and games on the way as obstacles, and stuff like tat. Rukku's leg had damn bad blisters which started to bleed like nobody else's business.. i cld nt carry her..i'm nt tat strong and neither cld she walk anymore. SO JERROLD our strong basketballer, carried her on his back all the way back for 45mins. soo sweet ritee..ahahaha. I guess he did the biggest favour..ahaha. And jane helped a lil to carry rukku for 5mins or so. ahaha. AND to make it all worst, the stupid heavy down pour soaked us all to the skin. GOSHH was it yeeekyyy. ahahaha. But jerrold still arried her. nice guy=) for tis we wont irritate you agn XD ahahaha. Then we had all the fun til noon and came back to school. OH I FORGOT TO SAYY THE EXCOS' CHEESECAKE JUS SIMPLY ROCKEDDD MAN. I LOVED IT..AHAHAHAHA. Then the sec fours treated us ice creams and brownies. ahahaha. and my group won the FIRST for the pulau ubin activities. Its good to have macho guys in a grp la..HAHAHA. Then we had the opening of the council room..they like the room=)) so glad tat all our hard work is all put to good use. ahaha. esp the sec threes, thks for ur moral support. ahaha. Then we had command traing and we broke camp.=(. Then me, divee, rukku, and fadhil sec 3 went to KK hospital to visit Idra, i am glad she is well now man. Was so worried for her. So we visited her. The bus ride there was damn funni. ahaga. But the bus ride back was all abt sleepinga dn stuff. we were so tired ok. Then me and divee encountered tis weird bunge of ppl. ahaha. But yea was all fun. i loved everything tat i encountered in camp.

I LOVEEEE THE COUNCILLL TOOO MUCHHHHH=)))))

2SYNERGY CLASS BBQ'07=)

It was kinda fun. MNAY THANKS TO TZE HERN AND COMMITEE FOR MAKING TIS POSsible.=) Then me, changy and YT all started the fire in some weird outstandin way..ahahaha. Then we all ate and played. FUN FUN. Me and chengy rented a doubles, seemed like we were the onli one who cld go far far while others were strended to one particular area,ahaha. Bt cyclying with him is damnscary ok. he makes you go outta control lor. ahahaha. BT DAMN FUN.=)) Then rachel got thrown in to the water.. OMG she screamed so so muchhh. ahaahahah. Bday girl was thrown into the water too..ahahaha. It was all fun. Then me weixuan and yao tian, walked out the eerrryy parkk..aahahha. We talking abt ghost stories and stuff. Basicaly the BBq was all kinda fun in da end..ahahaha.=)) loved it.

I MISS AMANDA KEE, ASHI AND JANUU BADLY..HAVENT SEEN THEM FOR DARN LONGGG=((((

2007-06-06T05:57:00.000-07:00

HEY for these two freaking long days, i am like freaking tired painting the council room. There's lotsa fun and ofcurse its uber super tiring. ahaha. ~shall not go into details before i...
These is like a suprise for our snrs and hiding it frm them is GOSH damn difficult. hahaha. tmr's exco's meeting! ahhhhh=S dun worry we will still not let you in. ahaha. Yuhanis has been great support. yeapp u're right..MORAL SUPPORT=) Thks lots. hahaha yue hao has been doing his homework outside our room. I pity him, he has to listen to all our noisey stuff...ahahaha. FADHIL snr helped alot man..THKS alot for spraying paint onto my hand dude, bt yea u were great help. ahahaha.

It has been great fun and exhaustion for the past two full days, and $$, but i guess its all gonna pay off. and if teachers can be more reasonable..EVERYTHIN WLD BE FINEE. I FELT SO BAD THAT I HAD TO LEAVETHE OTHEERS TO GET IT ALL WHILE I HAD TO GO FOR DENTAL APPT..GAHHH SORRI GUYS=(

i wanna say smthin..which has been itching in my throat..
--here it is
coming together is the BEGINNING
keeping together is PROGRESS
working together is SUCCESS

bt i am yet to see the beginning frm the ppl i expected it from. disappointin. seriously ya.. the truth is OBVIOUS.

2007-06-03T19:36:00.000-07:00

whooosshhh its been tiring days man. I am like kinda sickk and i still have to go back to school laters, goshhh. Gonna meet divee and rukku laters. I kinda miss them man..=)

GAHHHHHHHH i miss the trip mann=(
It ended so fast.
It was darn fun altho at (lil) times it werent.
I kinda miss tat RRRR-RASI crap.XD LOL
I wish it was long enough.
Could have been with the synergians longer. I guess we really got to bond eh?=)
I wanna here those jokes we had during our meals agn.
I want those night parties to come again.

I was relieved i was back home. But when coming to think of it, i miss every single bit of the trip, THE SYNERGIANS, THE DHS GUYS, ROOMMATE,SHOPPING,AND EVERYTHING!!!

2007-06-01T07:57:00.000-07:00

PEOPLE I AM BACKKKKKK frm VIETNAMMMMMM XD
I guess everyone is bloggin abt it now..esp SYNERGIANS 8..LOLS
Fun trip..5 days..lots to say..pic will be soon=)

**First day**
Yeap we took SIA and flew to vietnam. FUN with wei xuan.
We kinda found one male air host CUE. LOLXD. it was damn funni.
Then we went to check into the hotel and stuff. FAIRXD.
Then we set of dinner at some river cruise, the foodn was kinda nice. I kinda enjoyed
it. hehe. Tze hern really crapped with us..damn funni. WE had good laughs too. And
we had a nice background "music" too with people singing and dancing.
Was a tiring day tho, but FUN. THE ROADS THERE R DAMN SCARY. yeapps.
ROOMATE--RACHEL=) haha it was a nice time with her in our room. I got to talk to her.
Super fun talkin to her laXD so yeapp knock out arnd12am++

**Second day**
Woke up at 6.30 arnd there or earlier.Waking up sheng han was abt 15 secs of routine..GOSH. But he was sick la..=(BREAKFAST WAS GOOD=). Then we head of to the
tunnels and other stuff. We even went to shop but on the second day we didnt really know how to shop YET. i REPEAT YET!!! haha. Then we didnt really buy anythin. Talkin to people there was real real hardd. haha. Then came lunch..then came dinner. COOL. Crapped alot. Laughed alot.=) It was a pretayye fun and tiring day. Then we gotta know the dunmanites. They were nice ppl..more of the guys we mixed with. MARCUS NG pants was pulled by leanard..s's saw it all..LOL. Then we partyeed at night. Watched movies and stuff. TZE HERN MADE US 8 laugh so so SO much til i had a stomach pain..a REAL bad one. hahaha. He stuffed pillows into his jacket and real drama MY GOSH. haha. but he was so DAMN DAMN funnii. And our room was freezin cold. Knock at arnd 1am++. Crapped alot agn. haha. Synergians can B**** toooo much. hahaha. fun fun.
Snacked too.

**Third day**
Woohooo. woke up agn at wat..6.30 arnd there. TIRED.I think the telephone in our room made things SOOO much easier. hahaha. Then jian naan(nt sure how to spell) called me in someee RRRR-RASI way..damn funni and scary at first after a while i got used to it. hahaha. Everyone of those boys started called me that. Then they started to make fun of rachels and thet's one too. NTHIN better to do sia. haha oUH tat reminds me..of wat sheng han and tze hern say..BA***** SIA!! ahaha. Yeap went to shop shop shop with RACHEL. it was so damn fun with her, BARGAIN LIKE NEVER B4. XD. mujahid's even worst..he is like the BEST??!! haha. We were so dyin to buy shades and we did. We also got bags..mine is black and rachels's is white. haha. It was food fiesta everydayy man. Eat so so muchh. Again we gathered and crapped agn..THE HIDING IN THE TOILET PART WHEN SOME PPL CAME for spot check WAS THE BEST OF THE BEST MAN..SO DARN FUNNI!!! HAHAHAHAHA. we pretended that thet was bathin.GOSHXDThen we went over to thet's room to sleep..with WX, THET and yuan. I guess we all had back aches in da morning cus when me and rachel woke up to leave we found yuan takin up SO much of space,..lol lolXD we slept at 1.30am. woke up at 6.15. freakin tiringgg.

**Fourth day**
We went to the orphanage and spent time with the kids there. I gave the kids some of my chocs and sweets, hahaa they were like so happy to receive them laa. haha. Some of them were ofcourse rude and snatched stuff away. I still cant stand the fact parents want to abandon such cute kids. Niways then so much happened. We went to the so call museum there. ACM is soooooo much better and cooler, we sweat so much in vietnam til our shirts get all wet.. YUCKKK. 35 degree celcius..WAT U EXPECT??!! Then we were allowed to shop in teh eevning agn. Rachel lai and myse;f walked everywhere finding for stuff, shopped bt did nt get a clutch we wanted or RATHER tooo expensive?? it was fun. the night market we alomost got killed by a motorbike..sucks man. Yeap then was royal dinner..haha ya tats wat tuan said. It was nice, i liked the place, AIR CONNN=))Rachel and i heard boom boom frm the 5th floor and we realised it was marcus and gang, we got so pissed with them tat we went up aft a shower and banged and ringed their room. hahaah. We agn gathered and this time we were all superb tired and were told that we cld wake up 1 hr later tmr. COOL. haha. Then the first one to knock out in the agtherin at thet's was RACHEL, then weixuan, then thet, then paul, then me..onli ppl who lasted was tze hern and sheng han. hahaha. we watched two movies tat nite. zombied down to our room and FLAT went to sleep. 2AM plus went to slpp.

**LAST DAY**
Rachel and I cld not wake up at all. So tired. We were all given a option of shopping or to stay in the hotel. So we decided to shop instead, shenghan paul and muji didnt come..grr. So we all wen to shop shop. And we kinda shopped alot for others. So yeapp i guess we all got broke aft shppin. I rmb in one of the shirt stalls we all decided to buy shirts for our dads, then tze hern said this.

SHOP LADY: U buy alot i give u big big discount!!``with hand signs
~we all selected our shirts and i think we bought like 8 and started to bargain.
TZE HERN: You say big discount!! Your handsigns big big!! Your calculater big big!! but ur discount soo small..you BLUFF!!
~it was super funni funni the way he said it. We got a big discount in da end tho, hahaha.

Weixuan and tze hern composed a song for someone..SEXYFATSSSSS. hahah lol. i dun rmb the song but we all kept singing it. HAHAA. At the airport..we CUT Q XD. hohoh. sat in da plane with sheng han and mujahid, thank god they didnt do anythin stupidddd. hahaha i watched two movies half half haha. We pushed others in the trolley..there's still a huge kid in us man. And TH thanks for the card thing u gave us. it was so sweet of you. haha.

Oh it was also quite fun with sara , mrs maestan's daughter. She's diff and nice. FUNNI. hahaha.

Then we all had to say good bye. It was kinda sad la. Most of the time we had fun. It is just some areas and ppl who made it hard for us. grr.

I miss the days, fun nites with the 8, and crappin with others in vietnam.

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Now we all gotta get busy with our timetables LOL.
Missed besties. Missed so much other stuff.

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Love those EIGHT=)) we shall gather some time soon aites?
Love those who made us laugh=))
Dunmanites are fun=)

yea i am RRRRR-RASII. XD

2007-05-27T18:49:00.000-07:00

wooohoooo..vietnam in few hours with frens=))

hahaha byeee guyss=)

2007-05-24T23:30:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA i guess today was a good start. Amanda and myself had to take the bus alone.. and it has been so long since i had a one to one with her. HAHA. We jus end up complaining and stuff. It was kinda fun thoXD and every morning cars are tempted to knock us down..OH getta life peepsters.gosh..Then we started talkin abt BI****. haha. I MEAN why do u wanna wear tat? haha. ITS LONGGGGGGGG storyy.. but it was a fun joke between me, amanda and innocent emelia. Niways i laughed so much jus talkin abt tat.. ITS JUST FUNNI..haha rite AMANDA??!! EMELIA??!!

Then clean up. We cleaned up the council room. SO DIRTY. Bt oh well CAMP REVAMP is abt to come very very soon. Then its gona be as cool as ever, hahaha.

SPEAKING of our BBQ, i tink it is seriously gonna be fun and organised =) I mean its the rightt people doing it so yeapps. Hope we'll have some bonding time together and stuff. It'll be great with the food,teachers, games and stuff. XD i look forward to it..haha.

AND VIETNAM TRIP is next monday and i harly packed a thing,,ohhh goshhh..bt there is no need to worry i guess. haha if i cld pack for malacca i can pack for tis and next yr's europe tour. hahaha. i am so EXCITED to go to vietnam man. Its like with my frens and stuff. COOL.

REPORT CARD. Ahh dont talk abt it..altho the overall percentage wasnt tat bad altho i noe i cld have done better. Umm seriously i have to really work hard..if i really wanna get wat i want. goshh..sacrifice plays a part here man.

ME AND JANU. Went home together. Oh gosh..tis old man and bubble tea aunty had this super duper loud i mean NOISY arguement i tink becus tat lady didnt give tat wheelchair old man way..I MEAN she cld have been nice to give him way or HE can be more understanding tat sometimes ppl cant really put back their own urgent stuff. OH MY..it was damn scary. THEN IN DA BUS 12..Two sick guys were like DAMN SICK LA puhleasee. They were like talkin sick stuff and etc etc..YUCK. Then there was tis random MAD man who came to me and askeed me qand janu if we spoke in tamil or english..i was like wthhh. Then when he realised we goin to get down he.. said TAKE CARE BYE...ohh god..SERIOUSLY i was so damn freaked out i got down and some stop and took another bus despite the fact it was fumin hot.. hahah

AND my mum is bringin me out later..yeppy.. haha. OH AND WAT ISIT WITH THE VAIN BAGS>>>give us some freedom ppl. take a break. getta kit kat if u really need.

DIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE GET WELL SOON=))) We've misssed you.. take care yea..

2007-05-20T06:47:00.000-07:00

My parents arent happy with my results at all. They didnt really get on me but still i could see how upset they were. I really feel terrible. I shall work harder..

Today was kinda fun tho. Me and my mum had a girly day, we like went to the salon and stuff.. it was so fun.. haha i got MY HAIR done..XD yey and even went for facial.. And then my dad was like BORED cus he got his hair cut.. then he went to the foot reflexology..he ALMOST FELL asleep. LOL XD. Then we went to mac.. BELIEF IT. My dad wanted a change. lol.
Dad says: your daily hang out?
Me: yea kinda..
Dad: OoOh..so tat's with the top up..
Me: WHAT?
Dad looks away..
Dad:if you're gonna eat here evryday.. you will TURN FATTT my dear.. HAHAHA
Me:err..

HAHAH after a long time i crapped with my dad today..=)

TMR's sch..
Next week i'd be in da plane..flying to vietnam.. with othersXD yey yey!!
CAMP REVAMPP heer i comeee...=)

2007-05-18T19:34:00.000-07:00

I'm totally heart broken=(
I've like nthin to say already..
I'm like why isit that everything falls on my head always..
I guess its true that i am nt gifted in any way..

Our class..need more of everything. Something had capsized us totaly. We are in deep deep DEEP trouble. Something's wrong with us..WHAT LOST IT??!! We have to agree we lack of_____________. Do smthin abt it alright..

And whatever you said.. didnt seem to reflect in you the next day.. it didnt seem any different..neither did i feel any different..

i am ME..

2007-05-16T03:56:00.000-07:00

HOHO tmr's resultss man. It feels scary to have results thrown at your facee=S Niways hope for the veri veri bestt=)

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Niways lets start frm..
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YEST
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So basically the heritage RAce WAS CANCELLED..OUH WOW!! Then we had the drama script passed arnd. HAHA i tink its gonna be fun tis year. Then its like me,rukku,divee, fifi and syafiq like skipped lessons for the whole planning on the makeover of the council roomXD damn cool. WE HAD so many ideas. AND i tink it wld come out well la..haha. we're councillors aft all... hahahahahaha yey!!=)uber fun

TODAY
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Basically nthin much in school?! OUHHH we were rich and went to shop in IKEA.. the huge one in tamp pasir ris arnd there. hahaha. We went to ikea to shop for our room. WE"RE planning big scale. btt BUDGET-.-". I HATE TAT WORD!!! haha.
It was soo damn fun shoppin arnd, trying to get rukku, divee, syafiq and fio and myself to get convinced=) we had to mingle with the colours, money, calculator and EVERYTHINNN!!! haha. WE so didnt want the snrs to0 see us.. so call SUPRISE FOR THEM MAA!! haha. i bet their gonna love wat we're doin for themm...HAHA=)) weee and nt forgetting the other 19 who are going to help in PROJECT REVAMP!!! haha. WE will do tis together sec two sc's. hehe. niways i hate THOSE 6 taxi drivers. I love the 7th one.. rITE guys??!! haha. I love tat hotdog.
Basically it was fun today.. with them. THEY MAKE ME HAPYY=))

2007-05-13T03:12:00.000-07:00

This song suits my mood..hais..
The feeling of being avoided is painful. The feeling of being ignored is harsh. The feeling of being left behind is more than lonely. Thats how i feel now..random or isit something? i seriously dun noe... but its making me feel heavy.=(

Niways..

Today was mother's day. I LOVE YOU LOTS MUM=) So all of us went for lunch- a good one. We gave presents and surprises=) haha. Then laters my dad's bringin her out to watch some show..haha. So yea tats mothers' at my place. But it was fun today. Aft lunch ,my mom brought me to shop. Didnt by as much as i wld. Cus i had no mood suprisingly. =S .

Oh yes and there is something wrong..something i dun noe bt.. something's wrong.. i noe.. my instincts never play with me. never have. ;/

2007-05-10T01:48:00.000-07:00

This SONG is specially dedicated to AMANDA KEE!!!=) haha she's gone gaga over this cute song!! hahaha.

Okay great. everyones happy=) like duh the exams are overrr. Whoosshh. Finally its overrrr man.

Its not OVER ma dear..hahaha. Niways todays SC meeting..FUNESS. DRama thingy is coming real fun. LIKE LAST YEAR!! IT was great comedy mannns. LOVE U GUYS!! hahaha THE THREE of you... I TINK its TOTALLY COOL man=))

Now i am goin to be more into other plans..takin care of my face..**** and ****. HAHAHAHAHA ;) weeeee

I tink i wanna blog later again... nw my com is hanginnnn=S

To be continuedd...;]

2007-05-08T23:36:00.001-07:00

My sisters and my fav song..WE LOVE TIS MANN =) Its a beautiful song.

2007-05-08T23:36:00.000-07:00

http://karlomiguel14.imeem.com/music/BMiksseK/like_a_rose/

My sisters and my fav song..WE LOVE TIS MANN =) Its a beautiful song.

2007-05-08T23:02:00.000-07:00

Math was HORRORfying. Seriously. :/

Shall not talk abt wat has happened la.

Its just tmr.. and we're all done. XD

2007-05-08T00:59:00.001-07:00

*Literature today was a breeze. I kept on writing and writing everything that came to my head:D
Its up to the marker now=S
*Tmr's math.. I"M SCARED.. I suck at it bigggg time. But yea i'll practice and try.. I'll try my best. Its nt like the end of the world. Everyone has to be weak in smthin. I am kinda weak in MATH. Shessshh.
*Niways today no one came into the room to scold and nag at us. COOLIOUS. haha. Today was preatyye ok i guess. I had some peace and nt many things happened. Atleat i am happy? haha
But tmr's MATHHHH. ahhhh.
*ITS JUST TMR AND THE DAY AFTER.. TWO MORE FREAKING DAYS AND I'M TO LOTS. HAHAHA.

LITTLE MISSY.. heres a word for you.. GETTA LIFE MAN.

2007-05-08T00:59:00.000-07:00

2007-05-07T05:34:00.000-07:00

BESIDES da exams. Or rather the exams, i am freakin pissed of with the t********!
I MEAN everything also they come and scold the student leaders. Please.. its not like we are not aksing them to keep quite, i mean we also needa study!! we cannot possibly be keep shooing everyone to shutup and stuff??!! unreasonableee but TRUE. everyone just comes in and scold the student leaders! FREAKING UNFAIR!! i am so damn agitated. OUH and our old sec co form thinks she's sooo great. OH puhleasee pls getta life. We're nt even talkin ad u ask us to keep quieT?? i mean wth? IF u are against the student leaders..FINEEE. i dont give a damnnn. All i know is that we are trying. We needa a life tooo. We are students too.

OHHHHHHHHHHHH and LMS.....GETTA LIFE-.- i seriously pity the class to be under you for the rest of da yearrr...............!! =(

2007-05-04T07:24:00.000-07:00

BTW U"RE SCARING MEEE =S jkjk

Anyways its exams in temasek. Its so cute to see everyone walkin to class reading and bumbing onto ppl..typical exam behaviour. I ENCOUNTERED one sec one today. DAMN blurr but cute la.. haha. And i seriously think our class clock had damn problem.. it freaking nt righttt. But anyways i've done all eng papers, geog and science. Managed evereything. Not that bad i guess. Other papers=S Shesshhh cant wait for this exams thing to be over.

Aft school today.. rukku, ashi, divee, masyi, manda and myself went to eastpoint and nt pasir ris to eat. Hey we needa CHANGE. haha. anyways we missed janu=( So its like we all most have lunch dates everyday. Damn cool. haha we laugh alot. anyways then we took pics aft pics. My unsuccessful ones turn out kinda nice at times okkk LOL. Then i headed home. OUH my brain cells are totally DRIED out. Then was like '' HOME!! and went to sleep for a hour!" i was sooo tired tho. Ofcourse i woke up to study.. and it was like 3pm. And i was like wow its great to be at home on fridays thus earlyy.. hehehe.

So here i am here to blog.. this late..XD

I am not any happier... Cus when u hurt me... u neva noe how it feels. WOW right timing la... and dun u dare ********** me alrighttt..
Getta lifee.. mind your own business... dont ruin others happiness for ur own.. self centred- SELF CENTRED!! TATS YOU MAN!!

2007-04-27T23:44:00.000-07:00

Throw away all those crappy stuff!! Move on ya=) Cheer up=)

For those GENIUSES who have not started revision BETTER start now. ITs not that later tho.
For THOSE who have.. GOOD for you.
STUDY hard n STUDY smart too=)

Guys, all da best for your mid year exams yea=) Do your best ya=)

*Darlings of two synergy.. buck up.. you guys noe we're doing well and we have to keep tat up=))

2007-04-24T03:43:00.000-07:00

Choir got silver... BUT guys cheer up. RMB what mrs loke has said. I guess wat we heard made us happier?! Nahh but atleast a lil better. I cried. Cus we wrked so hard. HELLO our instrument is our body. I tink my lungs, diaphram, and everythin else need some rest. FOR A WHILE=) So guys we're awarded internationally. So yeapps.. NOW STUDY for you MYE's=)

TODAY wasnt my day. I tink i shld apologise. Cus it seems i had started it all over agian for the second time. I feel really bad. I'm sorry guys.=( I wish all this have nt happend but it has. The three of yu have been like one of the greatest friends in sec sch.. So i dun wanna lose you guys becus of this. SO I AM REALLY SORRY=(

Meetings were normal. PLans are moving.

After school we took neos at PASIR RIS.. A NEW PLACE at whitesands.. for freaking 4 dollars. But not bad la. Then went to eat with ashi, divee and rukku. HAHA talked. Laughed. Its like distress. haha love you guys. =) Ouh ya we saw PITCHCAIKARAN(beggar guy) today. haha so damn funni. Worst part he stays near me. BLEAH. =S

Now i am going to studyyyy..

2007-04-22T06:16:00.000-07:00

TEMPTED TO BLOG TEMPTED TO BLOG

WE practically FOUGHT online la. WHATT a ****** you are??!! Seriously you got me fuming!

Anyways my life hasent been any happier. When one is solved another is awaken. It has been always like that. ITS like faith. I jus seem to laugh at times. But it doesnt reveal any happiness.
I've been moody in class. Ignorant. I cant help it.. I want to cry...

Anyways its no point talkin abt it... i gotta learn to live with it...

TEMASEK CHORALE=)
Our instrument.. is Our voice. Our support.. is Our body. Our music.. is Our mind. We have worked so hard for TMR. Our hardwork is revealed tmr for jus a 15mins. DESPITE all those sore throats and bad coughs. WE have wrked as one. Sounded as one. SO ALL DA BEST TMR. WE shall do our best!

TEMASEK FREESTYLERS=)
After our choir practices, we do not fail to sit back and see your dance.. CUS its full of vibe and ITS seriously wonderfull. ITS abt energy=) You guys have been working hard too. DESPITE all those, muscle pull and stuff u guys neva failed to dance. That spirit is gd enough=) ITs all abt da moves=) SO ALL DA BEST TMR. DO UR BEST!

2007-04-13T19:12:00.000-07:00

EXAMS arnd da corner. =S . So for the time being till exams are over, I am putting a STOP to blogging=) I blog ALTOGETHER after exams. So PPL all da best for MYE's!! STUDY SMART=))

2007-04-13T18:52:00.000-07:00

Speech Day-Formality
I guess i am quite alright with the torture of court shoes. Haha duties were great. Except for the fact ___ came nagging at us for no reason la. OK anyways. Hall usher was great as being in blazer is damn hot...thus we being in the air conditioned place made it more comfortable. haha. We crapped at da door way man. It was so funni. You told me u are nice arhh.. FINE i agree finally. HAHA. The evening ended of well.
Choir was just listening to them singing. It was alrite? But my voice is still bad. HOPE it gets better.=) Went home arnd 7.15 arnd there. Hais.

Sports day-Temasek's Spirit as ONE
Oh well the day started of way early. Sprts capts and coucillors had a bus provided together. We all had to be in school as early as 6.35. Met rukku. Went to sch. Camwhored a lil in da bus=) haha. Finally we were at da stadium. With no other temasekians but us. Then we set up da place and got everyone to settle down. The sports meet started. It was great. I still had the urge to cheer and i duno HOW DARE i scream like that altho i had saw throat. Oh wells. Then duties were fun.=) Rukku had a fun job STOPPING everyone? So the newly created cheers on da spot were real great. It was like nice beats and etc. I really enjoyed it mans. IT really reflected the spirit of temasek in the stadium altho nt in da parade square. haha tats okay. The morning went thro fine. When the afternoon sun came out sucking up all da energy outta us..tat DIDNT stop us frm cheering like mad.=)) We were DESPERATE for water and drinks.But eventually when the whole event ended and got up da bus. PRactically all sports capts and councillors went to sleep CUS then it decided to rain like nobody's business. Nice weather to sleep lehs. ME and EMELIA were so freakin tired and SLEPT tight. HAHA. But in da end when we woke up.. we realised tat our body was aching and we STILL had to go back to school to do work. HAHA
Hopefully like the VP and P said the talking thingy comes arnd to 10mins. Rehearsals were 8.57mins. Good eh? Went home at arnd 6pm.

Congrats to all PRIZE WINNERS for both speech day and sports day=)))!!!

2007-04-10T05:15:00.000-07:00

13 more days to CHOIR syf... SHIVERS =S

So yea.. practically missed of whole choir thanks to speech day. Oh wells it was good in a way...=) I am freakin tired. GAHHHHHH I AM trying to study bt i get tired when i get home. WTHHHHHHH haiss=(

What he wrote in H** blog is sooooo true. I was further explained on it. I FINALLY CAME TO really know. WTH is your prob la.. ouh puhlease GET A LIFE. DONT be sucha looser. >:(
Cus when everyone turns their backs on you, there wld be no one to support you, nt EVEN us...You wld nt be in thought at all...

2007-04-08T03:19:00.000-07:00

All da VERYY best to BAND for their SYF TMR=)) U've really wrked hard for it and U'll get wat you deserve BEST=)) Gold HONS hahaha. BEST WISHES

Specially to chengtat and yeowtong=))) HAHAHAA

2007-04-08T03:11:00.000-07:00

I may not be able to blog tmr soooo in advance happpy bdayyy diveeee=))) Love yaaa=)))

So today was great. I hope and divya and amanda loved their gifts. OH yes they shld its worth my energy and time...HAHAHAHA jus kiddin. Its just for my besties so naahhh its okayy=)))

The cake tasted great. I guess it was another mission accomplished! OUR third cake manss!! HAHa and mre happy bdays and happy cakes to comee.=)) yeapps. It was real fun being at divee's place celebrating and the food was great. yumms XD

My mum's nagging. Yup frm nw.. i gotta concentrate more la. Its 3 WEEKS to mid yr. I feel the shivers i have no idea why...haiss sometimes exams r da killer of our teens lives..=S Oh gotta breeezzzee thro those bkkss=))

laterss..

2007-04-07T08:30:00.000-07:00

Funnesssss=)))

Today was seriously great. HAHA. YEST was amanda kee's bday, i cld nt blog yest..
SO HAPPY BDAY AMANDA KEE=)) I LOVE YOUUU!!!~
tODAY WEnt back to school for cheers stuff..it was okay. The bus ride there was funn. Long time since i had talked so much to divee. HAHAHA

Then CHEERED=) Then headed of to our usual KFC. SHOPPED. HAHA I was so tired of shopping yest at BUGIS with ashi and rukku.. we were walkin and walkin. THEN today also we were walkin and walkin at TAMP. Divee cld nt make up her mind. Seriously shoppin for ur besties is TIRINGGGG. haiss..i'm tired. =P

Then i had to go for dance. DANCED. Freakin tired. I left class earlier to go home in half an hr to start baking i thought they were there. HAHA i called and ashi shocked me by sayin at 6.35.. ''oh rukku was still changing la''.. i was likeee RUKKKKKUUUUU in my head...LOL. The queen of BEING earlyXD.

Then headed of to shop for soem ingredients which were left out for AMANDA AND DIVEE bday cake. Then me, rukku and ashi had to go get it. WE were suppose to be home?? haha. Then the two came over to my place. BAKING WAS FUNNNN. WE r experienced la. Our cakes always tasted really GREAT. and it DID. We just finished baking. They left at 11.15 at night. Its ALWAYS like that. BUT we talk alot la. HAHAHA. It crappy time. NICEEE...haha. the cake really turned out great. everythin did too. Pics soon la..

TODAY AND YEST WAS DARN TIRING..
YEST- SHOPPING AT BUGIS, SHOPPING WITH MUM AND STUDYINN AND ETCCC
TODAY-CHEERS, SHOPPING AT TM, BAKING...

POOOOFFFFF I am goin to bed la... nites..

2007-04-05T04:35:00.000-07:00

STOP it ppl. STOP slacking. STOP rushing it through recesses. STOP being so iresponsible man.
STOP being WILD. WE were focused. WE lost it. WHO will regret? US. ONE is enough to influence. SO please. I read the classblog. I reflected. I realised what we REALLY ARE now... I NOE wat we r into if we dun make a diff fast enough. THINK again. READ the class blog..the truth wld be staring at you... THINK again frens. U noe wat i mean.

OH WELL i just hope what i wanted to do dosent become a DISASTER and i tink it falling into that now. WOW i am suprised-.-

LUNCH at kopitiam. HAHAHA was damn funni. OH rukku ur hp alright? Ashi is violent with food. HAHA. SO cute la janu, ashi and rukku. HAHA love them. I laughed till i almost choked.=S

CONGRATS DIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! HAHAHA U CAME 3rd. YEY!!!=)))

hmmmmm tmr's whoo's bday arhhhhhh....

2007-04-04T06:48:00.000-07:00

MY homework is nowadays rushed in school. I dont get the freakin time. SO many things i have to worry abt, i wish SYF was any earlier for us. I really do. I JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING=(
Its like time is controlling me now. ______ no time ________no time ______ no time
WTH. It was neva like tat before. I get so tired before i know it. I hate it la. MY GRADEs r at stake. I wish you wouldnt be like that?

TODAY _____ totally got me pissed of in da morning in school. IF you think you can do this and that and bleah blah GO AHEAD man. IF u want me to remember you for THIS rubbish... HA let it be. I am not going to cry for this kinda small things. PLEASE.

HAHAHAHA CO got GOLD. CONGRATS PPL. GREAT NEWS=)) haha its up to band, dance and chorale.. haha oh wells. SYF trainings draining everyone out. SAW csnrs and they were like DEAD, poor thing. EH rmb girl.. you promised LOL=))

Nothing much to comment abt lessons. HAHAHA amanda keee you better rest arhhh... U BETTER. LOLs. HAHA i've got suprises... LOL

lalalalala wait til YOU see la=)))

2007-03-29T07:26:00.000-07:00

TO be FRANK i HATE to miss lessons. It seems so miserable and lost the next lesson and the teacher blames u for nt finding out=(( Its nt like i want to la.. Bt i guess i will catch up with LIT cus i managed to for SCI. Haiss. SHLD NT FALL ILL. SHLD NEVA FALL ILL TILL MYE'S OVERRRR=))

Ouh ya went to victoria concert hall for rehearsal for SYF. Almost died there. I used all my energy bt according my dear conductor we were totally off. haiss. Oh well. All we wanna get is da GOLD!!

AMANDA KEE's BOOK which features AMANDA is god damn funny. I read afew lines and YEAH it was funny. ALTHO it was scary to see amanda laughing away at her book. OH well i prefer her to be happy..she deserves it=))

WENT to HMT lesson and the teachers there are freakin me out man. I mean i am listening i want to but sometimes when u noe there is a shorter way to learn somehow ur mind refuses to register liao-.-? then its like the students fault for nt listening. IT WAS long winded, we tried bt dun totally throw it on us la. COMMON at times we live a tougher life then u guys, u guys rule the class so no chance for us la...WTH. give us a breakk...

WYDRE is complaining abt her and her costume as in how she looks in it. HAHAHAHAHAHa. Chill Chill=))

HEY YOU thks btw..=)) I owe u one..no no a millions=)))

2007-03-28T07:30:00.000-07:00

Helpppppp!!!!!!!!! I'm DEEP DEEEEEEEEP troubleeee=((((

Thanks darl=))

2007-03-26T20:09:00.000-07:00

HOW COULD I MISS THE INVESTITURE??!! BLAME MY STUPId STUUUUPIDDD HEALTH LAA. I WAS SO LOOKING FORWARD TO ITTT MANNNSS. ARGGGG..
i manage to get of bedrest and vend all my anger in the blogggeerrrr=((. Oh wellsss.

gahhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm feeelingg so miserablee...=((((
i cant attend it...!!!!!!=(((((
ahhh mannnn...='(

Not lucky enough?

lalalaa

2007-03-25T02:58:00.000-07:00

I hate my braces fully done yesterday and it is god damn painful. Its gonna be like that for like 10 days. Oh wells. Now i noe wat amanda, divee, ashi and many other have gone through to just get da pretty smile. oh welllllsss..=(( its just for 2 yrs or so.

Went for ashwini's sandangu(some sorta ceremony) today. Rukku came over then we left for ashi's. God damn ants kept biting us while waiting for da taxi. Then we got there and ashi was glaming up. She lookk so preatttaaayyyeee. =))seriously. I think her WHOLE family is like that. Her sister was looking awesome in tat pinky sweet saree. Everyone looked FAB today mans. haha cool. Photoshots were fun. LIME LIGHT ON ASHIII=))) I hope she likes wat i gave her. Camwhores. haha. Rukku went wild and crazy with shaki..LOLs. I"M NOT suprised. But shaki and hema are nice ppl=)) I had a nice time in ashi's house today.

It's still depressing... I just got to hide eh...

*Thanks Tze Hern for askin and stuff.. i appreciate it. hahahaha lol=))) AND OH ya...thanks for ur SLC card thingy..it was real sweet. =)))

Just gotta live in da comfort of others...
If tat is wat i gotta to do...
I WILL...

2007-03-23T23:23:00.000-07:00

I HATE LIVING ALREADY!!!! >:(
IT'S ME AND ME FORRR EVERYTHING!!! WTH IS TIS MAN!
EVERYONE LEARN TO LK AT URSELF FIRSTT.. U MAY NT BE AS GREAT TOO....GAaaaHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhh...
Seriously i hate tis one aft another...
Tired of tis... seriously i am...giving up=(

i have to tackle with SYF and EXAMS-.- ITS nt like i am GENIUS like da 7 yr old who cld do o level scienceee..

I've absoulte noooo mood to do anythin at alll...
AND ******* stop doing this too me. =(

Thanks for you concern man i appreciate it lots.=) haha i noe u gt my back..bt you noe i cant hide it. It turns out to be lie. So yupp...

2007-03-21T03:45:00.000-07:00

I CANT BELIEF THAT BOY IN THAT BUS DID THAT MAN?! WTH WAS HE THINKIN??!! IF WERE HER I WOULD HAVE CUT UR HANDS THEN AND THEN>:(Anyway wats with the rain...it pouring N pouring...oUH well atleast i'm at home=)) AND JANU i brought a UMBRELLA today!=)) YEY meee!!AND BTW you ARE THE BIGGEST DUMB BELL OR wat FOOL I'VE EVER SEEN BEFOREE!! GRrrrr...And i really really wish so hard you wont EVER do that to me again. Dont avoid for that.MY life is just the way it is... Tis when we say your faith rolls your eyes..Dont lose your way with each passing day, truth from the stars, how deep it may crave... I know my identity....

My post makes no sense.. I felt like just %&%#@** it all down...

If my post dosent make sense i'm fine but if i dont even make sense to you...THINK abt it =/

School reopened..

2007-03-19T22:07:00.000-07:00

School had finally reopened and ON the second day itself I'M having tummy problems. ITS the MILO!!! Oh gosh...terrrible man. THANK god is tuesday where i dont have any major subject to miss. BT still i miss goin to sch for just one day=(

Anyhoo, yesterday FINALLY school reopened. It was a pretty good start. BIOLOGY test was cancelled =))) altho i studied hard for it =(((. Math is coming along pretttaayyye well. I'm happy. MR E TAN finally decided to GRADE me much better for my compo. hahaha. I'm happy again.

SLI would be REALLY special ON the actual day itself=). N temasek's light is nicee<3's
hehehe SC's gonna practice dance. I tink i missed the first on alr=(. CHENG TAT, TZE HERN AND YAR THET made me laugh soooooo much yesterday man, great buddies=). RUKKU N DIVEE were singing to ppl. They're damn cute man=). I'm a EXTRA=P. SLI was from 3pm to 6.45pm. AND went home at 8pm?!?! I missed DANCE and TUITION...='(...Tats seriously nt smthin's which pleases my mum. I cant wait to get my badgeee XD!!
___________________________________________________________________

You know something...i know u're trying to hide it from me..SO OBIVIOUSLY! I know there's something going on. As much you want me to tell me the truth to someone i WANT you to,too. Its stupid to back up WHEN it is none of ur business! If you call me a liar.. LOOK who's talking. I know when it is right or i can not do it all. ITs up to me. IF you tink this is a serious problem..look at the bigger picture on what's gonna happen when I let it out..or so call wateva frankness tat means to you.

I dont wanna hurt any one
I dont wanna let this get thro because of a few
I dont wanna lose somone
I know what is the right thing to do
What is right for you MAY nt be even right
I DONT wanna offend you either..
SO PLSS stop it..

I wasnt born yesterday.. I've seen enough.. Dont add on to my pain..

=)))

2007-03-17T00:57:00.001-07:00

Yeap SLC has been pretty okay=)) I kinda enjoyed it for the two days=)) OFCOURSE Was with the LOVABLES. hehe. I got BEST DRESSED n it had GOOD CONDUCT written on the mirror gift..i liked it=))) i KNOW diana got it so THKS DIANA!! I am into MILO all of a suddenn..seriously DUN ask XD. ouh i loved the milo N SPECIAL ice cream. hahaha=]i bet we got a msg thro CLEAR..so yeaps!

Then today aft SLC me, divee, rukku, zu, fadhilsnr, fio, rizzy, shallyyn n clayton all went together to PIZZAHUT smwhere in east coast..the place was good.=) It shall be Swensens next time..hahahaha. ZU will pay...lol jkjk. Then we ate. $$$$. Bt yeap we talked ALOT ALOT of stuff. Ghostly stuff too..=/!! Funness... love them man.. i wish mre wld comee. Bt too badd..

Then we all took 12 back.. everyone got off so left me rukku n divee. Wanted to TALK so we gt off at the interchange..HOHO guess who we saw....??FADHIL again. who had to go for religious class bt need nt go in da end. SO we(he joined us hahaha) chaoed to TALK at mac. hahaha FUN. I came to KNOW stuff. hahahahahahhaa. Nicee being with this gang mannss..=)) FADHIL'S funny=) haha..

2007-03-14T19:33:00.000-07:00

I think i have not posted for 64168460479 YEARS man.

I could not find the time though. The term holidays should be REDEFINED man. I cant stand the fact that the pile of homework's staring at me. like WTH.

Life has been pretttayye alright online when it comes to rukku and her *****!! Its god damn funny to see her drama. Actually when it is combined convo with me, rukku, ashi and divee.. it god damn funny. They made me laugh so much. THKS guys. HAHAHA.

And i know if you think there's smthin like UP nowadays, DONT ******n******. Its annoying when even sometimes u even make it no damn obvious. Common man u cant hide stuff..everythin shows on ur face. When u noe's it wrong u just turn of silently and how dare u do it infront of me man. IT RUDDDDDEEEEE. It has happened too many times for me to self convince that it is just coincidental or watsoeva shit. One day..jus wait..One day..

And yes i will keep the secret...you can trust me.=)

Oh i read TZE HERN's and post. He seems upset... ANYWAY CHEER UP!!! =))))

AND ZORANNEE I OWE YOU ur BDAY GIFTT=)))

AND amanda kee i have been reading ur posts for the past few days. CHEER UP DARL!!=))

2007-02-23T03:40:00.000-08:00

Life's not getting any better...its getting worst and i REALLY MEAN WORST! -.-

If you say something and dont do it and idirectly hurting someone..U"RE just a plain LOOSER!

Work is one thing=S

You can never make me happy dude...NO matter wat u say la.

Going online seems like hell nowdays...

NOTHING is making me happy this days. Its like aknqe89yr1r iyr#*#$*#()bfloghaflj;d!!!!!

Why r some people so self centred, i dun tink the world is revolvin arnd u noe...

AND rachel's tigerrrr is sooo damn cute la..hehehe. Zo dun tear its head off haha. Cuteness..

I MISS them so much...

2007-02-14T06:20:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO EVERYONE!!! *HUGS

So anyway today was really cool i gave out roses to my DEAREST DARLINGS and sweets and cards to my SWEETHEARTS. hahahaha. It was really so sweet. Ppl giving each other sweets as they wish and hug each other. Roses, chocs and cards makes it even mre special. Shows how united temasek sec is=). I totally cleared my box of sweets and chocs and lollies bt was filled with others gifttiesss.

THANK YOU 2synergy for all those most lovable gifts!!!

EVERYOTHER BUDDY PAL WHO GAVE ME SOMETHING TODAY THANKS ALOT....!!! =)

MY BESTIES thanks for the giftiiesss..

OUH and cheng tat i wont forget your pineapple tart....thks i can see u did it with so much of love!

MY BUDDIES MADE MY DAY TODAY...LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT...

2007-02-08T06:32:00.000-08:00

Whatever you think i dont care la...I FORGIVE U...

Valentine's day... [ nt talkin abt true love crap ] bt abt friends...

Cheng tat and i have noticed that someone IS CHANGING so damn extremly...HMM..

AND YOU GIVE ME A BREAK PLS!!!!!

Some ppl are really gettin onto the tips of my nerves.. Realllyyyy damn pissed...
I cant really let u win all the time and seem like the bad person there... Its not always abt u and what u are abt bt it is also abt me alright... I"LL SAY TIS 100000000 times bt it wont spice up ur thoughts any further. YOURE LIKE ROCK AT TIMES>>>>WTH

I dont care anymore.. YOU just dun wanna find out who u r..

Life gets miserable day by day...

Neva a day with no problems...

No frownings...

No broken hearts...

Am i to be blamed...

I am not like i seem bt i am just like that...

You yet to know me..

2007-02-02T16:47:00.000-08:00

It has been long time since i updated eh?
WELL blame my never ending piling up work load!!!

MY BDAY was a blast thanks to darlings DIVYA, RUKKU, AMANDA, ASHWINI N JANU!!!!!

I THANK ALLLLLL OF THOSE WHO GAVE SUCH WONDERFUL GIFTS... THEY WERE REALLY SO SWEET.

I noe it is kinda late but my mum is bringing me out this week end to get my bday present...shhhh. See i understand cuz she was really busy.

AND MY DEAR CUSIONS...U guys ouh me something DA DEI. haha. And pls dont do that again!! hahahahaha.

After my bday everythin has gone miserable. It is cold out there. Problems. Proposals. TESTS. ETC. all out there to kill me! AND Nt FORGETTING PROJECTS!! gahhhh. Its not like all this is goin to end.

STOP IRRITATING ME WOULD YOU????!!!!

*nt in a mood to type anymore.........

2007-01-20T04:09:00.000-08:00

I know what u're trying to imply..

I know what u've been up to..

I know now you care no more..

I can sense it from the way you talk..

Why do you have to make it sound this way..

Do you think getting me pissed is so fun..

I'm not going to talk to you unless u say u're sorry..

I mean it..

Dont push it..

Please....

2007-01-13T19:38:00.000-08:00

i mean i'm nt willing to sacrifice...*there was ERROR bt cld not change thanks to blogger.

2007-01-13T19:21:00.000-08:00

MADNESS...

Fought for the right and convenient day to have our higher tamil in prcs. How inconsiderate can some people get? CCA and lessons are equally impt and i'm willing to sacrifice for a undedicated person like you sir. THANK god we got the days we want.

Homework is not getting done. Everytime i complete one it seems that there're mre to be done. wth. Lots of other stuff to do. Proposal is still hanging at the cliff.. yet to be done. And i'm not in stable mind now. HOW? I need to concentrate more. Being with the council and frens is real great i've lotsa fun bt in between that when i think of some stuff it just wanna make me cry. TONS of homework is just making my hair drop in other words stressed.

AND i've no other days to tink abt taking a break, relaxing and having a nice cup of hot choc. My yime table is just getting mre cramped as i'm commited to so many stuff. GAHH

MON-Lessons, IS, Tuition, Dance, Homework, Revison (Packed)
TUES-Lessons, CCA, Homework, Revison (Packed)
WED-Lessons, IS, Higher tamil, Homework,Revision (Packed)
THUR-Lessons,Higher tamil, Homework, Revison (Packed)
FRI-Lessons,CCA, Homework, Revison(Packed)

Gahhhhhhhh. EVERYDAY i mean EVERYDAY i go home after 5pm, 6.30pm or even 10pm. Goodnessss... And weekends, dont ask cuz besides homework i've tons and tons of other stuff to do...... i can just die. If i suffer mood swings outta so many things do to. pls dun blame me. I just hope my upcoming cusions bday and mine will make it alllll better....

``RAsi

2007-01-12T01:57:00.000-08:00

PACKED.ANNOYED.SCREWED. HELPPPPPPPPP. NO timEE!

NO TIME AND MOOD TO BLOG!!

2007-01-09T03:17:00.000-08:00

This few days of school have been really tiring. The orientations. The sec ones. The h/w. Hais

I've no idea what to do la. Its just that if things really were to be easier. I would be so much more happier. And dont really have to worry so much but then it wont be a life anymre. Hais

So yea i've homework left to do staring at me on my work desk. I gotta do that in a whiles. Grr.

Today ws kinda fun i guess at TM. We five indian girls are suppose to organize this so call Orientation for the sec 1s. So we're working on it and i noe its going to be great success. Bttt WE gotta brain storm more ideas andstuff like that. So we 5 indian girls and amanda kee went to KFC to eat first and then we did the planning. OMG we alughed so much and yea we had a ball of fun today. Then headed home today. Amanda's class gotta stop giving her the headaches and pain....just gotta shut up,..class. Dun worry amanda it'll get better soon ya.

Its to go studying and stuffff like that. GTG...till next time..

``RASI

2007-01-06T19:05:00.000-08:00

**I'VE EXACTLY 21 DAYS TO 28th JANUARY...HOHO. MY BDAY LA...

So anyway school has started already. Its been great meeting new and better teachers for the new term. And it was good start too with EMELIA's bday suprise. U must have seen her face la. But i think she loved it la. Then we went back to working style and then NOW i really appreciate the lockers. The books in my bag give me lotsa back aches. Bt its only for now.
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The first three days of school was packed with orientation. Had been busy. Investiture, i noe I made SOME mistakes bt i guess according to others it was kinda good. Meeting some sec ones brought us to the core of anger. But on the whole this new bunch of ppl are nt toooo bad la.
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Then we had been busy with the bbq too. ITS THE TIME we were fighting with. So funny. I really enjoyed the whole afternoon from 1 to arnd 6 bbqing. It was so damn fun. It all started with the drinks when i worked with wydre to do the drinks. We kept drinking and drinking to taste if it was ok when it was mre then ok. There was a big question abt my name bt nvm he appologised for starting it. Tats gd enough. So we had so much at the pits. So much laughter. So many songs and dancing. Screaming and chasing one another. And mst of all bullying SOME ppl. heehee. We screamed so much for the event at night. Everything was going fun. The fishball war, me and chengy lost. SOBS. Everything was fine and fun until it just got worse.
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When someone broke a tile and it injured jeffy accidently, hopes he better nw. And when rukku just had headache ...and fell ....and fainted... and ambulance.... and hosp...... anddd all those things st johns ppl said just made me and divya and just BREAK into tears. IT was so scary ok. I'm so damn glad she's ok now after being discharged from hosp. GOD!!! Thanks janu and other guys for the comfort and support. I think it made us feel better. Dun wanna go in details abt that incident i swear i'll cry again.
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I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE STUDENT COUNCILLLLLLLLLLL.....!!!!! YOU GUYS R ONE ONE OF THE FUN AND LOVABLE PEOPLE I'VE EVER SEEN. ITS TRUE WE'RE A FAMILY.
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iTS time TO BE A WORKAHOLIC AGAIN!! WORK AND WORK.....

2007-01-03T04:12:00.000-08:00

OMG i'm dying of EXHAUSTION. GOD!!! I can SLEEP anytime now...But beforee i do that and do the same tmr...I BETTER WISH the birthday baby on my blog...GUESS WHO???!!!

ITS MY CUSION LULU in otherwords EMELIA TAN's BIRTHDAY ON THE 4th jan.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARIE EMELIA~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!
*CLAPS....&....HUGS*

ENJOY URSELF AND I SWEAR I'LL MAKE U SCREAM ON UR BDAY!!!HEHEHE. YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU LOTS AND THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE AND BEING SO LOVING AND MY SMILEY SUNSHINE.....HOHOHO!!! MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND MAY YOU STAY HAPPY ALWAYS!!!!!

2007-01-01T19:26:00.001-08:00

Its already 2007!!! We're Sec 2s now!!! Is a impt year for all of us!!! For the boys stop fooling arnd and annoying the girls!!! For the girls stop shopping and admiring urself!!! Its TIME u pull up ur socks and work like a COW. Study smart and not hard. And for those who have not COMPLETED your homework GO do it NOW!!!
For THOSE who have been waking up real late this hols everyday... DUN mess it up tmr morning...HAVE 3 alarm clocks if you need!!! And dun forget to bring a STORY BK and your REPORT BK tmr.

See ya tmr in schoooooooool.....

2006-12-30T19:22:00.000-08:00

I May Not Be Able To This In Time Cuz I'll be OUT Partying SO here it is.....

HAPPY NEW 2007 PPL!!! ENJOY AND EAT AS MUCH AS YOU WANT CUZ U GOT LOTZ TO DO WHEN SCH REOPENS. SO BEST WISHES YEA....

SPECIAL MSGS FOR THE BUDDIES I REALLY LOVE.....

`Pretayyy Amanda kee- It was really great to have you with me in sec sch from primary school. i think you just make my day complete la. And thanks for being there for me at the right time and supporting me all this while for whats best for me. Frens like you and me have gone through alot. U are just simply one of my bestest friend!!! So we shall be besties foreva and stand through everything together. All those memories....LOVE YOU(gong sis)thanks for being so sweeeeet.

`Darling Divya- Hey enthusiatic buddy....My OLDEST buddy still with me. I've known u since like 4yrs old, how cool is that man. Spending so much time with you and laughing to all those crappy jokes are just sweet memories. Being in council just makes us go crazy all the time. And rmb u r my sister agar agar.hehehe. Talking to you and u really being my backing is really something i need to thank u for. haha. I think i'll go on and on. Too many things to say. So let us be besties foreva and i LOVE YA!!! Rox on....(Gong sis)thanks for being so so cute.

`Enthu Janu-Pri sch buddy still with me!!!YEY!!Harlo PSL! Still Rocking eh? We arguing for the smallest things just made us even closer. U can really listen to ones SOOGA Kathai and also be the funnest person i've ever seen. Man can u make me laugh like hell man. And way to go with ur smile. All those things we've gone through and all those pretty memories and i still love the pretty vase u gave me for my 13th birthday....hehehehe. You are really a a FAB friend i look forward to everyday. So let us be besties....LOVE U!!(Gong sis) thanks for being so lovable.

`Rukku dude-HEHE just met u this yr and yet we're so close. hehehehe. I'll neva forget alll the stupid things we did and our journey to htl with janu. All those r one of the funnest times. hoho. And being in the council together is great fun. U go so damn enthu and dodo. Ouh i love ur smile. hehehehe. So let us be frens for eva and do it our way. LOVE u!!! and thanks for being so nice..

`LULU Emelia- My cusion!!! hahahaha. Anyhoo u were introduced to me through amanda kee. And i was a hi bye fren at that stage. And ever since we've joint council we've became drawn so close. So cool right. HEHe. Its really great being with you and laughing together is funny itself. u r my daily smiley sunshine. hehehe. I will never ever forget ur ponytail story, whats ur problem and silver tongue and me geing ur cleaner. hehehe. so funny. So lets be frenz forvea yea. LOVE YOU!!! thanks for being such a dearie.

`Cutey Ashwini- I never seen such a cute PULI like u. hehehe. It was real great to have a fren like you dear. I mean you have such great smile and artistic skills....I'll never forget all those times we had together to bake the cakes and disasters we went through. hehehe. Its real great to see you in the morning and talking to you. So let us be frens 4eva. LOVE YA lots!!! thanks for being such a smiley..

`Queen Fiona- HEHE. Had so much fun with you lo. Ur laughter simply makes everyone laugh and roll on the floor. And being in council together just got us even closer. hehehe. Our drama was great success thanks to you the great director....hohoho. So let go even crazier and be frens foreva. LOVE YA!! Thanks for being my laughing buddy....

`Jingley Joelle- Eh can relax or not...hehehehehe. U r a real great fren to be with and real logical too. And I'll never forget the times we had together and the moments we walked in the dark during camp....HAHAHA. So all the best in ur studies... AND RELAX. So let us be frens foreva and i LOVE ya!!! Thks for knocking some sense into my head. hehehe...

`Musical Chengy- OMG i just love the way u play the piano and u play such beautiful pieces. And thanks for being so supportive and concern over the choir stuff and i'm sure u're rocking in band. HAHA. We did all the stupid and funniest things together with the 10 of them and u added so much comedy to the drama. Thanks for the constent advice and support. I'm so glad we're in the same class, so much to learn from you. hehe. Thks for being such a great buddy. Let us be buddies always. Boo ya!!! u make me laugh so much!!! I love the chocs u gave....Cheng tat the smarty

`Genius Tze Hern-With ur strong vision and positive thinking we've made so many things possible as a team. U're a great teamleader and it was real great working with you. And i'm double glad we're in the same class and since we're in council too i'm sure u'll make great changes and improvements. Thanks for being such a supportive fren and also for the constent advices.
~gettin tired writing for so many ppl. shall make it short and sweet.
`1/2 SYNERGY- The most enthusiastic and supportive class. I love ya all and once we're a class we'll always remain as a class. We've done so much of fun stuff together and as a class full of unique and great ppl we're able to face many challenges and be the best.

`Temasek Chorale- Such a vibrant choir filled with wonderful people with pretty and talented voices. With our higly aimed goal i'm sure we'll work hard and GET maintain the GOLD we got. ROCK ON CHOIR....

`The Perfect 10- HEHE rmb the times we cracked our heads to get that drama done. All those times we worked so hard for the success. All those times we had so much fun. Lunch!! hehe. And yea was really great to have such a bunch of supportive frens. I LOVE U ALL!!!!

`Temasek Council- The bunch of the most caring and lovable ppl i've ever seen. And they add so much fun to the work we do. And i really love attending all meetings and everything we do. It really great to be with and talk to them and laugh together. LOve the sec 1s,2s,3s and 4s councillors.

`Sec One council- Its so great to drama mama arnd with everyone. Our drama was really great SUCCESSS....i just simply love you allllllll.........

HEY everyone i'm sorry if i cant write for everyone single one i know but u'll always have my love and best wishes....

once again....HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

2006-12-27T03:41:00.000-08:00

The new year;2007 is coming and i expect alot from it. I'm counting on it. This year lots have been happening. Good. Bad.Heart Wrenching.Arousing.Sweet.Devastating. BLissful. Well i've cried so much for so many reasons. I dont want that to happen again. Its too much already. Do i deserve this?! Well i cant say... I wont be able to mend this fragile of mine anymre. I just hope people wld be more understanding and not misunderstanding and get the points staright before throwing it all out. I mean it dosent do any good to you if u try to prove smthin right when it is bloody wrong.
I'm gonna do more on the academic part. I think that means more for a sec 2 student. Wat u do today is a result of it tmr. I agree with that. 100%. I guess the first few days of school is goin to be kinda fun ORIENTATION.INVESTITURE. hehe. MY EMCEE SCRIPT is no where near to PERFECT. SHIT!!! BUT i noe with the help of the 10 i will make it 10 times better than perfect. But anyhoo someone's gonna be suprised...HAHAHA

MY resolutions for the new year is done. I just hope it all ALL comes true. Or i'll i'll hang myself upside down...HEHEHE!c=

Will update soon...

2006-12-24T20:27:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a blast at my 3rd uncle's house. His new bungalow is SUPER near my TMS. Cool eh! Choirs came house to house to carol and yea it was nice listening to them. ATE SO MUCH.
Played so much. Watched movies. SWEETS. PresENTS. COol eh! But the whole point was that the whole family was there and we had the time and fun together. It was funness.
Today will be Going for another christmas party....YEPPY....hahahhahaha.

Christmas is a season of giving and appreciating each other's presense, love and care and simply everything that they do for you. Its a festive season to express your love and care for one another through little smses, greeting cards and presents. It is also the season to wish for all the good of others and so as u'd get some of them too. And it also a season of bonding with ur friends and family.

I love you all...

Merry Christmas c= !!!!

2006-12-22T22:11:00.000-08:00

I'M BOILING REAL HOT NOW. I SUGGEST IF BLOGGIN IS SOOOOOOOO BORING TO YOU JUST STOP IT CUZ YOU DUN DO IT THE RIGHT WAY. YOU OFFENDING AND INSULTING AND COMPLAINING ABT OTHER PPL IN YOUR BLOG ESPECIALLY ABT US PPL IS JUST PLAIN SUCKY ATTITUDE. I DUN GIVE A DAMN WHETHER U COME WITH US OR NOT BUT BTW WE DIDNT CALL U. U JUST TAGGED ALONG. BUT DID WE SAY ANYTHIN....NOOOOOOOO. WE DO OUR OWN FUN STUFF, LAUGH AND GO CRAZY, we are just bonding, getting to know each other more.IF NO ONE SAYS ANYTHIN WHY DO YOU CARE.....LIKE WHY THE HELL DO YOU NEED TO CARE. PLS AT THIS AGE AS TEEN PPL BEHAVE LIKE THAT, IF U TRY TO BE A 28 YR OLD WOMEN WHEN U'RE JUST 13 THATS SO UNGLAM.

SO GET IT STRAIGHT LADY, IF U DUN LIKE US AND U FEEL SO EMBARASSED BEING WITH US, JUST DUN HANG WITH US. WE DUN LIKE CERTAIN STUFF DIFFERENT PPL DO SO BUT WE DUN GO BLOGGING ABT IT?!?!?!. MIND IT. IF YOU go BLOGGING AROUND LIKE THAT ABT US...ITS NOT NICE. ITS NOT GOOD FOR FRIENDS.

GET IT IN AND KEEP IT CLEAN.
*NOT mentioning ANYONE in SPECIFIC alright.

2006-12-22T19:43:00.000-08:00

BAND did a real good job at the esplanade. I gotta agree. We just lacked of people. We didnt have microphones. We cant beat the band, there wind instruments, they're loud. HAHAHA. We just have our vocals. Thats the difference. Anyway it was good experience btw. Thks for the experience.

REGISTRATION was a good experience. Hehe getting students registered into the sec school is way more than fun lor. And i was so awaiting to see a couple from my primary school and in the end it was just pathetic number of two who came to my tms. WTH.

STUDENT COUNCIL just makes every moment fun. So after the registration Me, Rukku, Fiona, Emelia, Joelle, Tze hern, Chengy and Yiu Ho went to a japanese fast food restaurant to eat. WAT an experience there and i shall NOT go into details. HEHE. Its so sad that divya and others cld not join. Then went walkin arnd and chatting and it was a whole ball of fun. OUH and me, fiona and emelia got chengy a very cute xmas present. And we hope he likes it. Then we walked and we walked and talked and played and laughed. Bleah and then came to balloon issue and paper issue. Rukku and chengy and their own SOrt of war. HAHAHA.

HOME finally. We were heading home so me, fiona, emelia and rukku went to get bubble tea and man it tasted bad real bad lor. Then RUKKU DISAPPEARED. hehehehe. Ok then me and emelia walked to the mrt station from the interchange and it our greatest horror................................................................(bla bla happened and nt goin into details)

CHRISTMAS carolling at downtown east by my primary school last evening was real cute and fun. Went to watch with amanda kee. Ouh i love her hair.!!! hahahaha. She bought this glamy lookin mint thingy. Its nice. Then i agree i cant take pics properly. The camera's old!!!!! i tink? who noes anyhoo i enjoyed being with mdm su and everyone else.

PPL whom i gave gifts to and more gifts to be cming up hope u like it. Hope u like ur cards toooo. And buddies who gave me gifts THKS alot yea. And EMELIA thks for being such a good phone buddy recently. HEHE.

2006-12-16T21:29:00.000-08:00

PLANS BEFORE XMAS AND 2007:

*Finish up the left WORK i have.
*Finish up the little of HOME EC.
*Hunt for gifts
*Shopping
*Some studying c=
*My PROMISED outing
*Finish up sending xmas cards c=

---->After the celebrations and stuff during XMAs AND new 2007...

*Prepare for School
*Pack for school
*Practice my Emcee script
*Finish up my proposals
*HAIRCUT
*Many mre la.

----> I'm going to be FREAKING busy so dun really expect a post from me la. I think leave the POSTING and stuff when i settle down for the new year and when i'm ready. HAHA
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.....

MeRRy CHRISTMAS TO ONE and ALL AND have a VERY buoyant new 2007!!!!!!!!! c= Happy hols for whateva thats left! Love ya all!!!!!RGDS, Rasi <3

2006-12-16T21:17:00.000-08:00

I think i'm going to have one of the BEST Christmas AND Birthday EVER. My birthday is like 1 month and 11 days away. And christmas is almost there.BUT GUESS WHAT my mum has noticed me eyeing on this SOMETHING and she said that she'll consider getting me THAT SMTHIN( i dunno wanna say it hahahaha-ex) formy birthday and christmas is left to the suspense. My sister was asking me if i was interested in this some new ipod thingy all of a sudden and i was like huh?!?! Everyone has been asking me if i want this and i want that...hehehehehehe. I think ots becuz i got 9 A's overall for final yr. HEHE i dunno. WELL LEAVE MY BIRTHDAY AND CHRISTMAS TO THE SUPRISE!!!c=

2006-12-15T19:15:00.000-08:00

*THANK YOU CHENG TAT FOR THOSE CHOCS AND CARD!
*EMELIA HOPEFULLY YOU LIKE THE PILLOW! I OWE U 2 MORE. HEHE
*DIVYA YOU CAME IN FIRST. CONGRATS!!!
*JANU AND AMANDA I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!
*tHK U ALL SEC 1 sC PALS FOR MAKING OUR DRAMA A GREAT SUCCESS!!!!
*FARZIRA THKS FOR GOING WITH ME FOR THE HIGHT WALK. HEHEHEHE....C=
*I LOVE THE STUDENT COUNCIL!!!!!!C=

The SC camp was really fun and worth it. I really learnt alot. I shall not really tell all in details abt everything CUZ i have too many things to say. Way way to many things to say. Well shall just make way way short yea.We did admin stuff at first then....We played alot of games, real fun games that required lotza strategy,strength and carrying of EMELIA.enjoyed alot. hehehe she's cute la. WE EARNED LOTZA POINTS TOO. Those points were use to bet for our BBQ dinner. Our seniors are real cute la. hehehehe. The bbq was real fun, we bbqed many variaties of food. Ate alot. I FED CHENG TAT AND DIVYA HAHAHAHAHAHA. SO CUTE!!!!!!! Night walk was a blast. The darkness was just enough to kill. FARZIRA THE BRAVE SOUL. HAHAHA. THE PERFORMANCE of all levels were very nice. The SC dance was real good!!! Funess. Candle war and that water bomb war was real Booming fun. The activities at kallang was great. We won!!! hehehehehehe. Then we did lotza stupid stuff and crapped alot. ALOT!!! Screamed alot!!! Sleep was an exception. hehehehe. MANY THINGS WERE GOING ON!!! no time to get bored. The sec four seniors came down too. They're just plain fun!! hehehe. Joash was fast with candles... andeikah never got close to the HQ...farzira was a challenge. HAHAHA. Fiona the QUEEN. Hehe. Cheng tat did a last minute comedy to the play. Was real good.
During the water game in school. The whole area was real wet. Then i slipped and fell and i hurt my head badly. Real badly. Divya, rukku and emelia thanks for the concern, love u ppl, and sorry if i made u guys almost cry cuz when miss lim was like ''rasi are u regaining conciousness?!?!'' all three got a little emotional. All councillors surrounded me and they were like r u ok and yea it was really sweet of them to show much care and love. All seniors really show lotza love on the juniors which makes us feel really homely there. I think what makes us real strong in council is the love and care. I think that is the only key to other doors of success. There's lotz mre i wanted to say but i i will go on and on. Thanks u guys. Love ya all.

2006-12-15T06:09:00.000-08:00

Wells oh wells just finished telling amanda kee stories. I REALLY ENJOYED THE CAMP AND REALLY GOT TO BOND WTH ALL THOSE LOVABLE, CARING AND COOL PPL. THEY PROVED IT LA. WELL i hope all those peeps WHO got my cards I HOPE u Love it. hehehe. I mean what i wrote in the card so yea. I'm going to send out mre. I'm so freaking tired so i'll blog abt the camp tmr la...

2006-12-12T00:25:00.000-08:00

**DIVYA ALL THE BEST FOR ALL UR CATEGORIES IN YOUR COMPEITION!!!! GO HARD AND I KNOW U WILL DO UR BEST AND U'LL WIN. COME WITH GOOD NEWS!!!!! RUN LIKE THE WIN....VETRI UNNAKU NICHAYAM!!!

**EVERYONE MISSED RUKKU!!! I MEAN ALL HUGGED AND SCREAMED WHEN WE SAW HER LA!!!!! HAHAHA!!!!! She came back to join us again yesterday. It was so nice being with her. We really missed her la!!!!!

YESTERDAY was a blast. I JUST LOVE THE 10 ppl so much!!!! I MEAN WE"VE BONDED SO much and yea haha its so super fun with them. This holidays i spent most of the time with them la. Didnt even imagine it would happen!!! Well we've laughed so much together, got hurt together and solved it all together. Well thats what a team is for right?

**Hopefully the drama is successful in the camp night. I'm sure it will ppl!! But anyway lets just enjoy all 3 days of the Student council DEC camp!!! We have so much more to crap with all other SCs. HEHEHE. Its so awesome being with such humble and fun ppl. Council is abt whats under the surface=). Tmr's the camp. Well cant wait...!!!!!!!!!!

**Mcdonalds dun get along with us. HEHE. They made us WAIT!!!! They FORGOT a burger!!!! Then they made us WAIT again. like wth but nvm.

=) See ya all councillors at the camp tmr and of what zuhairi said i'm way beyyond aroused!!!!!!!! Will be back after 3 days.

2006-12-11T05:25:00.000-08:00

*Malacca trip is something to voice out and not to type. So i shall not blog abt it. NOT IN THE MOOD anyway.

*Today we had a like a run thro with sec one councillors and yea it was fun. WAY TO GO PPL=) I cant wait for the camp...hehehe.

*AMANDA KEE get well soon!!!!=)=)=)

** I'm not like some lunatic to be taken advantage of. You what kinda life i'm living now? To ppl's comfort...i mean like wth? Hey i cannot tolerate such snobbish attitude. I mean live my life and you'll know how much it SUCKS to be with such ppl. If ppl are always going to be like trying and you treat them like a piece of invisible thing dun you think it'll hurt?! I mean one dun have to prove that their are a good fren or whether they're, kind, trusted and loyal etc by just doing what that other HUMAN asks you to do. I mean if thats what they want then u can consider if THAT friend of yours is really the one good fren for u.

**A STORY...A real ONE. EDITED....

Two friends have been like forever together since elementry school, they were irene and monica. So they have been through the good and bad times and sooner or later as it happens to all friends, there is this third person who enters their lives and everyone's day is doomsday. It can be another friend or just a boyfriend, its just enough to keep two good friends apart. But irene seemed to be the more loyal one. She stayed through when monica just brushed irene off her shoulders. Monica loved her bf so much that she found him more impt than a irene so she silently and slowly fades away from monica's life as she didnt like seeing irene's face and so she did as monica wished. Monica GOT INTO THIS REALLY HUGE PROBLEM one day and irene came by...she was the only one who could save her from that PROBLEM( that problem and this part is really sad so i shall skip to the climax)
So it came to a situation that all got twisted up and monica had to die for irene,... it wasnt a need for irene to die to at THAT situation but she said, '' You have finally realised that i'm your friend and that i've been always there for u at all times silently no matter what. Finally i'm being appreciated and welcomed back. Withthat satisfaction i'll die with u". and she did.

2006-12-03T06:50:00.000-08:00

So tmr will be going to a choir festival in Malaysia for 4 days with the temasek choral and my darlings Amanda kee and Ranjanni!!=) Ok so its going to be fun yea. So i'll see them both tmr!!

I'm gonna miss DIVYA, EMELIA, FIONA, 1S/2S PEOPLE, MY SIS HAHA, RUKKU, ASHWINI, THE COUNCIL AND MANY MRE....HEHEHE. OH OH AND CHENG TAT CONGRATS CONGRATS!!!!!!! WAY TO GO MAN!!!! lOVE YOU ALL PEOPLE!!!!!!

So i'll come back and update on the fun WE had! So catch up with u guys later! BUH BYEEEEEE!

* MEENU SIS all the BEST for your exams from tmr onwards yea.!!! GO HARD!!! best wishes from me yea...=)

2006-11-26T19:55:00.000-08:00

Hey so yesterday went to watch DHOOM 2. After a couple of english movies lets get some bollywood fever again...The first DHOOM was better than the second one. Dhoom 2 was pretty good, the songs and everythin was good. It was a SMART and well taken flim. But yea haha. Enjoyed.

Dang this whole week i'm gonna be busy with lotza stuff. Poor me. And dunno what happen the two tvs in my house went boom and now it is under repair. Bored. But it would be ok soon. By today! better alright! So i'm gonna do x'mas cards for my darlings. I noe its early but later i wont have time... The cards are AWESOME. HOHOHo

2006-11-24T04:31:00.000-08:00

SOME OF YOU HAVE REALLY GOT ME AND SOME OF US REALLY PISSED TO THE DAMN CORE!!!! WHAT ARE YOU GUYS THINKIN?!?! WE HAVE WORKED LIKE NO BODY'S BUSINESS AND IS THIS WHAT WE GET?!?!?! IF YOU DUN COOPERATE WHO ELSE WILL??!! UR GRANDMOTHER AH?!?! why ISIT ALWAYS THE NORMAL 8? ANSWER ME U GUILTY PEOPLE. COMMON MAN WE ARE A TEAM!!!!! WE WERE DOING FINE TILL LIKE NOW.

PULL UP UR SOCKS AND BE RESPONSIVE, RETURN OUR CALLS, RETURN OUR SMSES, AND KEEP US INFORMED. WHAT DO YOU THINK OUR HP NO NEED TO PAY BILL AH?!?!? PLEASE AH..LIMIT MEANS LIMIT. WE ARE NICE ENOUGH OK. DUN PUSH IT. PLEASE AH COOPERATE. DUN INVITE THE OUTRAGOOL OUTTA ME!

aLL WE ARE ASKING IS FOR U PPL TO FILL UP THE SPACE OF THE OPEN TAP AS WE HAVE BUILD THE WELL ALR....

2006-11-24T04:14:00.000-08:00

GRAD NIGHT WAS A BLAST. EVERYONE WERE SO GLAM AND IT WAS GREAT FUN. JOKED ALOT AND IT WAS AROUSING AND AWESOME! All our hard work and sacrifice has paid of. Satisfied man. I'm not going into details cuz there are like toooooo many things to say but yea. WAY TO GO COUnCIL..!!!

AND THROUGH THIS I SPENT ALOT OF TIME WITH ALL THE COUNCILORS...LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS!!!! AND I EVEN SPENT MORE TIME WITH:

Divya(Divee)-Emelia-(Eme)-Fiona(Fio)-Joelle(Jo)-Cheng tat(Chengy)-Tze hern(TH)-Yolanda(yo) ---> Love ya guys man!!!

I love all from STUDENT COUNCIL!!! * hugs.

2006-11-21T01:50:00.000-08:00

Sheesh long since i've blogged la...

YESTERDAY>>>

Well All storypotters from my primary school school actually had a mini gathering yesterday at the TM open plasa. Fun-ness. Haha. Some of them either could not make it or WERE NOT informed. But anyhoo we had fun la. Me, amanda kee, ranjanni, divya, irwan, izwan(twins), deniisha, samanatha, Zi hern, shahid all made it. We met ms cassandra and kiran. Was kinda nice meeting them again. HAHA. We went to eat and crabbed alot. Then the twins went crazy and whacky as USUAL. They were like soooo funny. They did so much of crab that i cant even list them down. Then we took neos too so yea had a goos time lo. Then we all went to take neos. Camwores la the twins. But yea i had a goodie time. Wanna hang with them again. Miss u ppl!

TODAY>>>

Oh wells went for choir and we had ms lai today. sigh. normal stuff. went for lunch at renaldos. had a combine with band. briefing on malacca trip. instructions. someone lost their handphone. wth? went home. sleepy. went to buy stockings. and i'm pissed FYI. i dun wanna be chased la.

EVERYDAY>>>

Tired. Editing that script. More stuff to add and remove everyday from the script. Plans. Lost of sleep. Whatever. So many things up. Dunno when it'll end. When will i relax. When will i put my tired eyes to sleep. When will this stress of all things go away. Whatsoeva.

>>>> I dun care anymore. Is this how u treat me. U never u knew u could be wrong too.... shut up i'm fedup already. Dun add on to it even more. I'll bomb you.

2006-11-14T04:15:00.000-08:00

I'M NOT HAPPY, I'M CRESTFALLEN, I'M TIRED AND I'VE TRIED.

Some say that friends you know for LONG are the bestest friends.

Some say that friends you find in SEC SCH are the bestest friends.

Some say that friends who are COMFORTING are the bestest friends.

Some say that friends who are TREATED up to a certain level are the bestest friends.

ACTUALLY many say alot abt what the bestest friends really mean.

Why isit that i am keeping this issue so low? Why isit that i am scared that you may get hurt? Why isit that i am scared abt whats goin to happen to our friendship? I have many WHYS of your concern and not mine. I've learned my lesson. But i dont want you to learn yours. Its not easy. I was never able to explain myself but your were open to all at all times. Your words may reflect back in this situation. Whateva u said. But i dunno why, among everyone else i feel less loved. I feel ignored at times. I'm not depressed but this is how i feel. I feel like a piece of trash. I may not be the perfect one. In many situations my heart has been broken but i dont want to

Hurt yours. So i shall live with it. I dunno who's fault it is but...

I was never a expected and good friend.... I tried but i failed....

This what i was destined to i guess.

IT is abt you, it was always abt you. I corrected but i wont force you to do the same. I care and love you but i nowadays i dun feel the same from you. I become invisable. I tried to give in. I feel....nevermind.

* My heart can't be mended nor broken too many times.

2006-11-12T17:52:00.000-08:00

I'm practically preparing for sec 2. It's just the fear which kills me day by day. The fear that i may do not well and get what i want next year. Its SCARY so why not start now. It's not easy. No pain No gain!

Super long sice i blogged yea. Lotz of things have been happening. Oh yea LAST WED( WHICH IA LIKE LONG AGO) 10 SC, 10 psls, and 10 sports cap actually went for this pretty big show at max pavilion at expo to help out. the young leaders talk. So the 30 of us inclusive of me and divya actually were helping out in many ways. We were in blaizers, ties and formal court shoes. We actually made really good friends with the fellow student leaders and ngee ann poly students. There's this guy call max who can never get along with thiss girl called joyce but yea we laughed alot man. HAHA. And not to mention we had VIPS food whichis ministers food. hahaha.Then after that long day super long one me and div went to TM to eat. Then we got earrings la. walked arnd.Then we to espirit then i got a bag there.i took so long to choose. divya helped me choose and yea it's kinda nice. THKS DIVEE DARLIN<3 Then came to this court shoes part. Omg it ate my toes up. On the day itself it was not that bad but the next day my leg was blistered and swolen...my gdness! Then i cld not go for choir cuzz my mum was like look at your leg!!! u r not going!!!! hais.

HAs. So yea. Today is tight. I will be going with my mum to some stuff today and then go to the dentist maybe then go for tuition and then go for dance and then watch my sister rehearsing for her mega impt project. SO yea.

And whats with some ppl. They get someone new and then they ditch the old one who has always been there for u silently. Smtimes frens like these means no price.

2006-11-08T03:28:00.000-08:00

VIVO CITY IS HUGE AND WOW!(Will post the pictures i took later, dunno where the cable is)
Today went to vivo with amanda kee and emelia tan.haha coolies man!!
TODAY WAS GREAT. Anywoo where do i start?! Ok from 10am in the morning.

I was dressing up and there was my hp going RING!RING! and it was darling divya, HOHO. And she called me and ya i was talking and doing my hair i was like suppose to meet amanda at the station at 10.30 and there was like divya asking me to follow her to schoola and amanda on the other hand asking me to BETTER BE there at 10.30. Phew got through that. Btw thks Div=)

Then i saw amanda and she looked kinda cute today. HAHA. She looks good in pink though. Took the train with amanda. Amanda was right beside me and we were in a conference with divya. BOy was that funny. Ppl were like what's their problem la. Then we talked. HAHA. So we got sown at eunos and we waited for emelia there cuz she was like late becuz she was eating her dougnut or smthin but nvm. HAHA. Then she was like running up the escalator and she was TRAIN TRAIN!!! And we ran in. WE had a good laugh all the way till outram park. We all brought our own digi cams with us. So we were like snap snap! ok anyway back. So we had to walk up the stairs and emelia was wearing this rubbery footwear and i was like it is most likely to get stuck in the escaltors and she really ah? So random but HAHAHA. So train ride was fun fun. Laughed alot. Ok then.....

WE WERE AT VIVO CITY FINALLY LO!!!! WE LIKE YEY!!! FIRST TIME THERE!!! WOO..

So went to candy empire which was just there and ya we bought goodies. I bought emelia this Garbage trolley or wateva that was. I was sweets la. But HAHa SHE TOOK SO LONG TO CHOOSE what i was suppose to buy for her. Amanda was fast. HOHO. Then we went up to the cinema(GV) to buy tickets for our movie first. HAHA we got a pen as a gift. So amanda kept the tickets and we went looking around. walked and walked and walked and ya was fun...crabbed alot. HO.

Then we stopped at mini toons and amanda and i discovered that our tongue was turning purple and blue becuz of emelia's sweet..hahaha!!! Ok so each of us bought each other starps and the best part was WE WERE BUYING FOR EACH OTHER!!! hahaha so funny. I liked mine. Thk u amanda kee and emelia likes mine too.... hoho. Then we walked again. Shopped?!?!

Then we saw this play ground thingy. Actually relaxing area. WE were running arnd and takin pics and the orange thingy was cute la. emelia and amanda were on it was super cute la. Ha. We were so happy running arnd and we like the oldest there. hahaha. kidos we looking at us. actually they looked arnd our age but ya. then....

Ok so emelia got hungry and she was like lets go eat. So went to eat and we could not find a suitable and free place to eat. So went searching and WE FINALLY got a table of our own. So we ate and we were like omg the movie is going to start and we ate and ate and i was like laughing. And yes amanda ur jacket is gorgeously nice...worth the price. haha.

There was this once when we came out from the lift the moment the baby saw us it started to cry...emelia was like wth?! But yea. Then we went to VIVOMART and we were like searching all over for snacks when it was just at the entrance. we went up and down. Super comedy la. Then we got the chips and yea we rushed to the cinema. Went to watch flushed away. I cannot it say it was great but it was kinda funny and the slugs singing was like hahaha. So yea.

After the movie we walked arnd again. Had fun and i was like suggeting we go on the cable car and blah. I WAS MAD FOR A SEC. So yea then amanda was talkin abt this pool where u can do play which is as big as 4 olympic pools so went searching for it. Took pics. HOHO. It was basically searching and exploring arnd cuz it was our first time there and it was fun la. haha.

We finally Got to the pool thingy. We didnt care if were in good clothes. We folded our jeans and went splashing into the pool thingy. BOY DID WE ENJOY!!! Then we were like lalalalalala. Then emelia got thirsty so went searching for a perfct drink and yea. Then i was like wanting to go espirit and CHAMELON--> i think that's where we bought more stuff. Anyhoo yea. Then i saw this bag i kinda liked it...i didnt buy it...i want it!!haha maybe a better one?!...I LIKE EMELIA"S BAG...hahaha. So yea we did lotza stuff today and had lotza fun so it payed off. The whole day together. We talked alot. HOHO. ANd emelia kept beating me. sobs. HAHA. But yea.

Was a good day and amanda dun worry abt it lo=). Love ya amanda and emelia. HOHO.

2006-11-06T18:11:00.000-08:00

Some People in band,choir,dance,CO are seriously hating hols. I was in a conversation with one of my friend and boy was he bothered with his hols!? HE WAS LIKE CALL TIS HOLS? BULLSHIT! But anyway practices are not going to be that bad. It's just something you can do for the school in return. So chill buddy! You'll survive la...=)

Haz...Later i'm goin to meet and amanda and go for choir practice. LOL. Well then i got to go with mum in the evening to buy formal shoes. Isit cord or court shoes btw? Nvm... hehe. Going to get my books soon and i can't wait for this wed and thurs!!!!! can come faster?!!?!!? VIVO and EXPO with my buddies...!!HAHA >.<

Talked to a primary school teacher last nite. GOSH am i worried. seriously i wonder whats going to happen?! i'm worried...Isit going to affect everything or WHAT?

IF EVERYTHIN's NOT THE WAY IT IS SUPPOSE TO BE......

2006-11-04T19:05:00.000-08:00

So far my calendar is full of scribbles. Cool..thats good anyway!?

Umm so yesterday went to help out in temasek's open house, FACES. My job was to actually wait in the avt and welcome parents in, give them the books,take care of the room when the principle is not in and not leave until the principle leaves. Kinda tiring...standing all day. Ha cheng tat had to open and close the door. And his jokes got me to laugh like hell. I was like omg i cannot be laughing like that in the avt and went out and tze hern had no idea why i was laughing like that but ya. Hanged around with emelia, she kept whacking me! ARGG!! haha. Ok not going into details after that.

Then went to kfc to eat lunch with emelia, amanda and divya. Ha there was a superdiously long Q and me and emelia were told to actually go and buy the food. Well then emelia was like " rasi look we are like standing here and amanda is saying that she was hungry!" Seriously we stood for a long time but nvm... haha. Then according to amanda i dragged them into the neoprint shop and we took neos. Well then me and divya went crazy decorating neos. Emelia was obessed over 3 layered cakes, ice creams and stars. HAHAHA. But it came out nice la. All of decorated it very well la. AND YES I WILL DO THE SAME IN VIVO!!! HAHAHA.

Bing bong. Went back i was so tired i went to sleep. for a while. Then i had to go out with my mum and dad. He went to change his glasses. He got a frameless, so ya... Then me went to mac and we ate and we talked about many things. HAHA. Went up to rent movies but that owner was like we are closing sorry come tmr. My dad was lik ok nvm. Haha. Then watched some stupid flim yesterday which we switched off in 20 mins.

Haha my mum and dad are bringing me out again. HAHAHA. Cool man. I've got many things to occupy myself now. Cool right?! hahaha. Oh and i love my mum and dad!!!!!!!!

Buh bye!!!!

2006-11-01T22:35:00.000-08:00

HEY SERIOUSLY THIS IS NOT WHAT I DESERVE OK. I CRIED ALL NITE. ISNT THAT ENOUGH. I MEAN WHY? YOU WANT ME TO BE STUCK LIKE THIS ALL LIFE?! IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT? WHY?
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I am just at home for one day with no plans...HA guess what i am super bored. So i tried reading...finished 167 pages and it all went boring then i tried watching tv, there is nothing on tv on a weekday afternoon! just realised how boring tv could be!!! OMG...!? So now i'm on the net chatting, blogging, reading my mails, reading, listening to songs! But i'm already bored already. Seriously this is bore torture. I know it's just for today then after that i am packed again but it like annoying. I try to cling on to the phone but NA! FINALLY! I've got something to do...haha... I gonna rearrange my table?! And go for cycling?! Ahhhhhhh i want tmr to come fast! I want many days i'm really looking forward to come fast!!! I cannot wait any longer....
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Wahaha sometimes reading others blogs it just makes me wonder even more and even laugh sometimes. Haha. So yesterday met up with tze hern, chengtat and divya to do some stuff. Well we crabbed more than we did work. We ate more then we had work done. BUT we know we'll do it and for the good and fairness.Then we walked arnd and yea laughed alot. Haha. It's so fun being with them.=) No worries. Oh and tzehern thks for the pic. It's really nice la. hahaha. I MISS RUKKU!!!!!!! wahaha.
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I'm going to glug and ponder....

Limits has it's own ends....

BUH bye....will write till next time....

2006-10-31T23:24:00.000-08:00

2006-10-31T22:15:00.000-08:00

Can you name 13 of your friends that you can think of right off the top of your head.Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 13 people.

1.Divya!!
2.Amanda kee!!
3.Emelia!!
4.Janu!!
5.Cheng tat!!
6.Tze hern!!
7.Rachel lai!!
8.Rukku!!
9.Ashwini!!
10.Sarah sis!!
11.Wydre!!
12.Zuhairi!!
13.Jasmine!!

How did you meet 10?
We're sisters!! I noe her from everysince?!

What would you if you had never met 1?
I'd die!!! OMG!!! dun wanna think of it!!! i love DIVEEE!!!

What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
NO!!!THAT WLD NVR HAPPEN!!!! I MEAN IT IS A NO WAY!!! I CANT DIGEST!!! AMANDA AND TZE HERN WONT GET ALONG!!!

Do you think 10 is cute?
My sister is VERI VERI cute!!!!! haha

How did you get to know 8?
Rukku...TEMASEK!!!! glad i met her!

Would you ever go on a date with 12?
Nope!!! Never!!! He's my very good pal!!! My SNR!!!

What colour is 7 to you?
Lime green!!! SUPER SPORTY AND COOL!!!

What would you do if 6 confessed?
Tze hern?! Err dunno liao

Facts about 9?
Ashwini is a really good fren. She's sweet, pretty, puli-esh, dances well, sociable and her smile rox! Love ya lotz!!!!

Who is 4 going out with?
Ummm janu? ..........shhhhh...duno?!

Who is number 5 to you?
Cheng tat!!! My really good friend!!!!

Would you ever live with 13?
Ummm we'll end up singing all day!!! Noooooooo ahaha

What do you think abt 3?
Love her!!! Emelia is sucha smilee!!! She's really nice and sweet!! Love to be arnd with her!!!

What is the best thing abt no 8?
She smiles all the time!

what do you like abt no 11?
Her laughter and command speaking!!!

Fav memory with no 7?
We went to drink milkshakes with wei xuan and crapped alot!!! ahaha

anyone can do this'',

2006-10-31T21:45:00.001-08:00

Quiz no.2

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON
1.Made you smile? Cheng tat
2.Saw you cry? Divya and Panda*i tink
3.Went to movies with? Family
4.You talked on the phone to?Amanda kee!!!

W O U L D. Y O U. R A T H E R 1. Pierce your nose or tongue? None!!Disgusting la 2. Be serious or be funny? umm..depends on da situation
3.Drink whole or skim milk? Both? LOW FAT!!!
4.Die in a fire or drown? I dont think i wanna die leh...
5.Spend time with parents or enemies? Parents!!!

D O. Y O U. P R E F E R
1.Flowers or candy? Both my favoz!
2.Grey or Black? Black rox!!
3.Color or black and white photos? Colour makes me happy!!!!
4.Lust or love? Love...
5.M&MS or Skittles? M&MS...chocz...yummy
6.Sunrise or sunset? Sunrise...Beginning is my wrd
7.Staying up late or waking up early? Waking up early...actually both

A N S W E R. T R U T H F U L L Y
1.Do you like anyone? I'm clear...NO
2.Ever recorded a sexual video before? I'm NOT a LUNATIC!!! ITS DAMN WRNG!!!!!
3.Have u taken a picture naked? I've better things to do!!! NEVER!!!
4.Do you fall for the wrong guy or girl? YEA>>

D O. Y O U. P R E F E R.
1.Sun or moon? Moon
2.Snickers or? Flats...better lo
3.Left or right? I've a choice...no specific
4.10 acquaitances or 2 best friends? 2 best friends...duh
5.Sunny or Rainy? Rainy...
6.Vanilla or Chocolate Ice cream? BOTH MY FAVOZ!!!!

A B O U T. Y O U!
1.What is the time? 1.58pm
2.NAme> Pandiyarasi Nathan
3.Nicknames> Rasi,Rusty,Pandiya,Chendu,Rai(dun ask),Arasi
4.What is you birth date? 28/1/1993 BETTER GET ME HUGE GIFT!!! haahaa kiddin
5.What do you want right this second? For my ice cream to ALAKAZOOOM infront of me
6.Where do you want to live? With my parents@ paris
7.How many children to you want? I dont have to think abt it nw
8.When do you want to get married? When the time comes...

OKAY I"M GETTIN BORED!!! I"LLL do the rest later.......

2006-10-29T19:17:00.000-08:00

Quiz no.1

1. Single or Crushing? I'm not interested in both for nw...

2.Are you happy with your life now? Yea...everythin seems normal and arousing to me.

3.When you meet mr.right will you fall in love with him fast? Ummm...maybe...maybe not?

4.Has your heart been broken for any reason? In many occasions...just that i dont make obvious.

5.Do you believe that in any circumstances, love can be cheated? HELLO...the word CHEATED reveals the ans...NO!

6.Have tlked about marriage to an opposite Sex? I'm not lunatic...i'm 13 only

7.Do you want have children? I love children...I want to have children!

8.How many of them? Depending...i dunno

9.Would you consider adoption? .....i guess not....

10.If someone likes you now, what is the best way he shld let you know he like you? Umm send me a hinting sms or bring me out or i dunno!

11.Do you enjoy getting into a relationship? Love, not right now. Frenship, worthit and pure.

12.Be honest, what is the furthest you and your EX did? Crap...i dun even havee a Ex la!!!

13.Do you believe love at first sight? Maybe but i'm not sure...it may happen...its nt a promise..

14.Are you romantic? Ummm...well....i dunno...i dun have to care abt it now...

15.Do you believe you can change someone? Dont try..it is hard.. leave it to god!

16.Do you give in easily when you are fighting? YA...i dont like it anyway...

17.Do you have feelings for someone right now? Not at the moment! I'm pissed...

18.Have wished thatt you could have someone but messed it up? Bleh .. NO

19.If you bestfriend likes the same guy you like... what would you do? Well...we'll talk...

20.Are missing someone rightnow? yea la..duh
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2006-10-28T02:51:00.000-07:00

ToDaY

Met divya to go back to school to go Ngee Ann Poly which was like at Clementi! Then there were like 10 from each leadership group going. Then there was this sudden confusion of Nanyang or Ngee Ann poly....But Mr Oh cleared it all up. We had to go there for some briefing regarding the show at EXPO. So ya me and divya volunteered to do the ushering that day. We are what goin to be to be in blaizer and Heels? Haha its goin to be fun. Tell me abt it man. All of us were like starving!!!! WE WERE LIKE CAN WE SEE SOME FOOD!!!! So we were being dropped at Bedok Interchange except divya who had to find her own way back..haha. All of us were missing rukku.
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Then we went to eat at BK the bedok branch, with rachelle, yuhanis, zuhairi, wydre and so on. Haha it was like FUN! Zuhairi had to like eat mine and rachelle's fries and yuhanis's sundae pie. Poor HIM. Then walked to the mrt station with rachelle...she's super nice la...she's in dance...so ya...

Later I'm goin to help my mum with my sister's house warming tmr. hush i am tired...lalalala. Had a fun day so far. Crapped alot and got to know more abt the council peepz. haha. And oh ya... when i was reading Tze hern's blog...his dedications were like super sweet. I'm gonna miss 1S-2S..!!! Sobs...
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Yesterday...

Aiya if YOU wan to blow up a small issue into a big thing, it's YOU who is goin to suffer but not me...i mean what is your freaking problem la. YOU never took things easy nor did you understand them. I dont give a damn anymre. "Limits has its own ends" And YOU shld know who u r by now!
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Okay haha yesterday me and janu were like on the phone and cooking! It's damn fun talking to her la. And i'm so glad she's happy with her new position. Ha i was still cooking when she started to eat. She had no food at home so she cooked but i was just wanting to cook and hungry too! Haha!

Then again i had some work to do yesterday with my mum. My parents were ok with my results cuz i did pretty well. So ya i can enjoy! I still can rmb the day my father saw my mid-yr results...it kinda sucked. But ya...
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Will blog till next time yea....signning off....and tataz!!!

2006-10-26T04:37:00.000-07:00

When will i EVER get a report card where i would jump for joy? There will be always 1 subject which will tear u down. WHY? And i don't wanna talk about it at all.

Next, today during PE, normal stuff happened. But there was this damn guy who actually tried to kick the ball back to someone but smacked wei xuan's face...FREAK HIM! I could feel the impact, it was like WHOoSH! Gosh...then me and edna brought to get ice for her swollen eyelid. Hope u get better darling Xuan.

Cleanup...Don't ask....My form teacher opened a drawer which was like ANCIENT and we found two KITTENS in it. Very small. My whole class was like WOW!!!! haha...but edna and someone else brought the kittens home. Although i hate cats...they were kinda cute.

Council meeting was a briefing on the upcoming events...Command speaking was fun with Jeffy-bo! haha...no just joking. LOL! Then walked to 12 bus stop Zuhairi. Haha...we TALKED. Bleh...

So that was practically today... Last day of school...And Salom to holidays. Gonna miss 1S.... And besties and haha almost everyone. AND THK YOU CHENGTAT FOR THAT HELLO PANDA! AND XU TUO THKS FOR UR UNWILLINGLY GIVEN SNICKERS.HAHAHA.

Enjoy your break peepz. It's gonna be the SYF and streaming year next year. So enjoy as much as you can, go for your cca and camps and at the same time pull up your socks too! And don't be modest and swallon headed if you are any student leader....trust me you will regret it pals.

TATAA and i will blog till next time! + hugs and kisses!

2006-10-21T20:45:00.000-07:00

After all those exams and marks...I think Deepavali has brought me some calm!! YEY>''<

Umm yesterday I woke up as early as 4.30 to help around and stuff and then went to bathe. Actually you are suppose to wake up before the sunrise and bathe... but i've seen typical singaporeans waking up like at 8am,9am and even 11am. HA. Changed into new set of clothes.

Then my family and i held prayers at home and we at a FULL breakfast. Yummy. Then went to the usual vinayagar and ramar temple to pray and ofcourse i met alot of people there...PEEPZ.Lol. Then headed of for lunch. Good one.We went to our grandparents' houses. Fun! Then Went home to change into another new set of clothes( its so fun doing each others face and hair ) and then sat to down to chat then left for the annual routine...VISITING>"< Man was it tiring. Although we were travelling in car, i could still feel the exhaution. After... We had a big gathering in my mum's brothers house...good dinner...good fun. Then my whole family was still awake so we went to a bollyhood flim at 11.45pm. at night.
We went to watch DON starring SRK, Arjun rampal, Kareena, Priyanka and Isha. It had good star weight but wasnt taken very well. New director wanna try big stuff... thatz bad. Music was good. There were alot of twists...typically ok. This movie was a remake of a old Amitabh's movie. don’t think Remaking an iconic film is a good idea. For when the earlier film is so clearly etched in your mind, it gets difficult for the uber-cool-style-flick new version o erase the nostalgic quotient of the original.That’s exactly what happens with Farhan Akhtar’s tribute to the original ‘Don’ . Rating: ***.

Oh yeah. Managed to blog for a while in between the time i had between the visiting and bla. Today evening there is huge party at my house with all family members for deepavali cum my parents 25th wedding anniversary which was supposed to me celebrated quite long ago.
But i guess this was the time lo. So everyone has came and is preparing for this evening which is going to be big scale.

Lol had alot of fun so far, playing, eating, visiting, getting money, clothes, gathering to bond as a family, and so on and so forth. Ah man my mum told me go get the bottles of drinks and some other stuff from my dad's car. SHIT.... have to go get it NOW. Gotta run...buh bye and i'll blog till next time....

2006-10-12T07:55:00.000-07:00

HAPPY B"DAY ASHWINI DARLING!!!!! YOU"RE FINALLY A TEEN NOW!!!!! ENJOY GAL!!!!

Ok so finally exams are are like over.... PHEW am i so glad... Back to blogging, servin the net, shopping, preparin for the festive season, hangin out and smsing...hahaz

I was pretty stressed all this 2 mths. I worked hard... it better pay off man!

Hung out with janu and rukku today. i practically made a full out of myself my pulling that bugs bunny....ok it's bad.... not talking abt it now....hahhahaha....

Many people seem parannoyed....i wonder why? Read others blog and u'd know...lol

Signning....off.... Mre to come in the next feathery note...

2006-10-07T22:23:00.000-07:00

Hey nt a good week, the exams, the problems, the HAZE!!! What is wrong with that country la? I mean i practically got sick becuz of that?!?! I'm kinda sensitive.... Yesterday at 11.30 at night the PSI was like 140> bad!!!!

WEEE!!!

2006-09-16T06:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a blast...temasek chorale did a very good job man!!! WAY TO GO DARLINGS!! And thks 1/synergians the 10 of u for being so super supportive and coming. I owe you guys manz!

Another annoying WEEK....

2006-09-10T03:43:00.000-07:00

well well tell me about it.... i have everything annoying arnd me!!!!! WHY?!
Everyone seems annoyed too when i read their blogs..!!! WHY?!
Ok anyway guess wat the internet thingy in my house has been wrkin for like a week and i am like just updatin now...like the last day of my holiday....man!!!! Have been studying for the final yr exam and boy have i been practicing LONG for my choir performance. Excuse DEAR classmate of mine i wanted to post this earlier but my com went poof. CHOIR does NOT SUCK!! It ROX and in its own way and etc. YOUR CCA MAY BE the best but i dont care about wateva your teacher says about CHOIR. YOUR CCA got the Award NOT BECUZ of you but you seniors! GOT IT CLEAR!!??!! You can only be successful when you carry others praises and be humble with yours. NOThing can be the BEST all the time...If YOU are not coming to the concert just shut up...i mean really SHUT UP and go away. Another person from the same class as you... Is in your CCA BUT he appreciates and supports other CCAs too. It reflects your character CLASSMATE. You created a BAD impression alright...!! You can ask why i am reactin like this as i have been singing from young...so anything against singing you watch out...!!!!!!!!!!!! You know who i am referring too.... You know its YOU!!!!

Argg

2006-08-19T20:54:00.000-07:00

i just dont seem to understand imature people nowadays. i find it so hard to talk to these kinda people. Gosh am i annoyed!!

i have noticed that...

2006-08-18T22:00:00.000-07:00

I have noticed alot of things in the whole of this week. Well during class discussions for our very busy week coming up. None of them can atleast shut up for while and wait for edna or wei xuan to speech. i mean how unfair is that? you have to be in their shoes 1ST before crapping and wasting time. I mean i even get annoyed... imagine how irritated they would be. 1s dosent lack
class spirit but lacks alot of noise controlling skills at times.

Then i have noticed that people keep wanting the tests to be postponed to another day and another day. I may have wanted the math test not to come but i studied hard for other tests. Write notes and blah. And the tests are being postponed. In a way it is kinda agitating but in way i get to revise once more and not from square one.

Then i have noticed that some just talk rubbish to hurt people in a way. And those kinda people just cannot take it back on them. oh dumb can that get?! And they can't listen to what others say....they only wanna hear what they say...selfness man!

And our choir has always been strong, and we were trying on our shoes and there were some fun to it. haha. dont wanna tell. we got our costumes and hopefully amanda darlin gets her costumne asap. haha. And she's desperate for scores. I pity her in a way, trying to catch up! But amanda kee u're doing fine!

I love my besties, life roxers and 1 synergians!

what can i say...?

2006-08-16T05:23:00.000-07:00

well today it was a pretty normal day, in other words tiring,long and tiring! And well i only got home at about wat, 7.15! I still had to do the last min flips for my math ans history test. OMG! And guess what i left my math book in the locker and i forgot to do my book review man!!! Ok today is so not a good day. With so many things to do, i ma getting confused and i cannot believe that i can forget to bring things man!!!!! Ok very wicked. I just need to settle down again...i am just loosing the steady-ness. Too many things to decide on... I hope this is not way to normal in tms...Stress!!! Help me!!!

Back off.........!

2006-08-12T23:01:00.001-07:00

[I AM VERY MUCH ANNOYED WITH YOU. YOU BETTER BACK OFF....I HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR CRAP AND AND IT HIGH TIME YOU STOP AS IN REALLY STOP. YOU DUN WANNA SEE THE OUTRAGOOL OUTA ME. ---> THIS MSG ARE FOR RELEVANT PEOPLE IF YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.] anyway i have lotza work to do. i am panicking! My lord help me. I am lost!!!!!!! HELP ME>>>> ''.

<>TOday<>

2006-08-08T03:56:00.000-07:00

umm just came back home from TM. Well today is the eve of national day which means celebration. Well ya it was kinda fun when it came to the concert segment. Then about the telematch, some said didnt do well when some said we did ok. Well whether we win or loose we are still a class full of synergy!'', Then shoir and CO did a combine performance. The lower sec performance was better. Then we waited for our other lit members to get dressed and we set of to TM. Bought tickets and went to eat at MAC. And i think we went at the wrong time as some UNWANTED JERKY BOYS WERE there to spoil our mood. And to appreciate our thanks to tze hern for his remarkable job as a director we gave him a card and a key chain. HOPEFULLY he liked it..! Well then we waited outside GV...waiting to get into the cinema. Went to watch Click. It is a pretty hilarious movie. We were laughing our heads out. HAHA.Must watch peeps. We saw lotza tenasekian, primary school frens and so on. Yeah then we went to take neoprints although it wasnt a complete, satisfying and something or some people were missing. Well had fun hanging out with my lit group peepz today. I laughed alot. hehe.

Am i the only one?

2006-08-04T07:13:00.000-07:00

hey! Was reading tze hern and rachel's blog just know. Haha. Now i am not the only person pulling my hair off my head for my tests. I don't even think i did well for them. And my algebra is sucking to. The literature project took up time...YES...but it was all for our grades. But all this extra extra stuff the school organises and SO many projects are just driving me to the core. Oh nevermine! Well today it was darn tiring for me. I mean i was basically just working today. Firstly my printer when poof and i had to print the slides in school but to my GREATEST dismay even a laser jet took 100 years to print. Grr..that was one of the irritant. Then we had choir practice from 2.30 to 7.15 today. MY GOD! was i like i super tired and i am still. The choir practise was inclusive of our challenging songs( reaching my sop notes) , the practice with CO( it was quite nice though) and the dance session with Mr.Ben(Chreographing a few songs for our fab concert coming up). So basically i went home late. I was watching smallville, charmed, news, now ghost whisperer...my eyes are closing!!! What you expect?! I have lack of sleep, wake up so early, and have such a tiring day?! And oh yes me,div,amanda,janni,michelle,ash,pearl and mashi,ruk went to eat lunch outside today at the coffeshop(only place we could find). And we the loudest...louder than the sec 4's next to us man. WE like just crabbing. Until we saw so many cats around us we hated them. And we were freaking out. And rukku fooled divya by touching her leg and she thought it was a cat and she went AHHHHH. I was like what just happened? Today SC meeting. Nthin much but we were going through our so call duty list. I am in omega. And tze hern was missing in action for the meeting?!?! well well... I am goin to drink a cup of milo and just go to sleep soon. Buabye!

heyz..long time..

2006-07-29T05:53:00.000-07:00

hahaa. Well you see i know i have not been blogging for a pretty long time as i was very very busy lately. I have like tones of projects to do and now i am like doing it and blogging....well our literature project rocks man...just wait till you see it. Muahaha..! Well our lit grp has been meeting up for the last weekend and today for practices and to make props. Phew it was way tiring...there was once we had to stay till 11.45 at night to work WORK AND WORK. Well atleast we spent time together, had lotza fun, had lotza coke(despite wat ms lim said), lotza pizza and lotza lotz more. HAHA it was a blast. Then divya lost her hp yesterday and worst she has chicken poxz. She doesnt think bad for others but all this bad things just drop on her head. Dunno who's evil eye caused this?! Well take care div and look on the bright side...ur getting a new hp! Well i wonder wat was yeow tong's phone call abt...(actually i do), it was disturbing him to the core till he didnt eat dinner with us today. WELL I DUNO! Xu tuo went for a walkathon today...and he says that he was on tv. i dunno how true is that but just watch the news! Oh ya it is xu tuo's birthday today. Well HAPPY B"DAY XU TUO! And oh yes... I love my class so much! Dun ask me why?! And i so love jing yu,nabilah,eileen,zoey,tzehern,(cute)chengtat,(funny)yaotian and yeowtong( the props master)! They so totally rox!!!!! Well thatz abt it la. And the combine with C/O was nice for the exception that we were kinda soft la. I will try blogging often..till than tataz...(",)

Everythin's NeW...

2006-06-22T06:48:00.000-07:00

hey everyone! how u doin? I know i have not been posting for a very very super long time! Thatz becuz i was totally busy with stuff,homework,projects,frens,family,fun and movies.lol. And i also got terribly sick...TERRIBLY! I was super weak. Then at that period of time my dearest,darlin,sweety friends had to mess with my tag board! but anyways it was kinda funny when i read it from the start..hahaz so no big la. just dun do it again kz?! blah blah...nthin much to write actually...world cup fever is heating from papers to matches to flopes to comments and etc. It is like so fun to comment when u're watchin a spectacular game la.. so i have been watchin 95% of the matches with my whole family..only my grandma and 2nd sis doesnt..hahaz..no interest. Me and my friend amanda when for badminton in the cc and when to hang out div and study too a couple of days back liao. See when i spend time with this ppl i get to talk alot of stuff...hahaz. And we spend more other times together...hahaz...! Me and amanda are preparing for a interview but just gotta understand the award's purpose liao. shalala...did alot of things in the holidays liao. yeah thatz abt it la...