//its me RASI//28th Jan//
Friday, November 16, 2007

ahaha. i remember those days where i use to neva miss a day to blog abt my life everyday..i mean in p6 or sec one.. those were seriously carefree years. even during psle, its nt as hectic as in sectwo..pfft. i miss the chilhood. like really i do la. everyday was a special day for me, something exciting was awaiting, but i guess this is all part of growing up up UP. ouhhh well, i shld stop brooding abt tis.. i'm neva gonna be a kid agn, where as long as i cry a lil, i'll my barbie.
i gotta accept i'm a teen. lifes like tat.

nthin much in life. all i realised was tat i gotta wrk my arse off next yr. like really. my appeal gt rejected. blaaa. bt i dun care, gonna wrk as much altho i may have council and choir.. i'm gonna be commited to both my books and double C's. hais.

speaking of council, I'VE REALLI MISSED BEING WITH THEM MAN. i mean it was exams and yaada and it was ages since i saw them, and with this gradnite i gotta get on track with them, i feel so happy. altho this whole week i have been working from 8to5 for gradnite..and its tiring, its VERY FUN..its very fun to be with them, the council. when i was arnd with them, i realised howw much i've missed them, like realli.

THOSE UPMOST CRAZY STUFF WE DO..WHILE serious work. ahaha. like those super funny nightwalk planning times, those times we jaywalked, our busrides, our lunch dates, our TALKS, those meetings, those naughty things we did and got away with it..goshhhh so much in just one week..so much of laughter, so much of together time. i realli loved this week man. man.

from this i realised, how much they mean to me. i THINK i will jus die without council. like literally jus die. ahaha. thks guys for bringing such joy to my life. ouh and me and divya bought the super comfortable 'running' shoes for gradnite, ahaha.

i love u c's man. i love u buddies, guannie and zu. i love u all excos. =)))
GRADNITEGRADNITEGRADNITE~OOOOO.ahaha



ArAsiwas HEREat...at 3:47 AM;Y

Sunday, October 28, 2007

MY MY MY MY MY MY MY MY MY MYYYYYY
i cant belief i havent blogged for rather a long time.
i dont think i was so into it either, no mood, nthin much.
BUT now it hols and i think i'll have smthin to say everyday. good i hope. 2 months.
Thats veryyyy long. Eveen last yyear..it wasnt as long. Tis yr its twoo mths. Gotta
crack stuff to do. ofcourse studyin and TAT is on my lost alr. ahaha.
ahahaha. My phone's dying. The screen jus keeps flickerings and it dies off. like
WTHHH right. But oh well. I think i'll be gettin a new phone. I need it man.
Good news is that, i got money for shoppin an etc, deepvaallliii's coming and my mum maybe bringin me along with her to AUCKLAND, and camppp. oh tats rather a nice place. ahaha.
What i'm worrying is abt the appeal. and alsooo

about wth u're trying to do man.

and bad news is,
choir twice week-.- gawddd.



ArAsiwas HEREat...at 5:42 AM;Y

Saturday, August 11, 2007

when one ends.
many awakens.
helping isnt a sin.
for a friend i did.
it all ended up in a mess.
i'm caught in the middle.
again.
and
again.

i was once a happy.
sometimes i wanna run away.
i wish i could say it all.

but again i'm afraid..



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Monday, August 06, 2007

IT HAS BEEN 1000000000000000000 YEARS SINCE I LAST POSTED. NOO TIME. XD

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Niways, havent really felt like blogging tho. Life's been like trash. Everythin has gone fhoom. i mean EVERYTHING.how miserable can life get. seriously if i were to put everything down here, it'll be nasty. some things are just meant to be kept to myself. i dun wanna hurt anyone. Cus those things are things which i can just sit aaround and watch, and tolerate..aha. i've to learn to be flexible.=) have to.
I've really felt lost for the past few days, i didnt noe where my heart went to. And besides i'm sick agn. WHYYYYYYY OH WHYYY. ** when i thought i had no one.. this two dudes really cheered me up. I mean when i felt tat i wld be left alone to cry, they cheered me up. I reallly appreciate that. and if you guys r reading the blog, THANKS A BUNCH!! you smses and advices made me feel better yos. =))
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I WANNA GO SCHOOL. I MISS SCHOOL. I HATE MY HEALTH. healthy healthy!! i needa be.
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I dun wanna put up a freaking fake smile anymore. i wanna be happy. its been ages since i really smiled/laughed. i'm human too, i wanna noe, that i can be seen. Smtimes i dun even wanna go to school. Its like livin hell. I rmb the last time, when i was smaller, when i had nthin to worry abt, bt just to check if my pencils were sharp. Life was so pretty then. I really miss those cute times. where we all dun have to cry over people when u care for them so much and they treat u like trash.Everything in the past were all sweet memories.
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And all of a sudden i miss my primary school tamil class when i was talkin to my tamil teacher that day. she misses us too. i miss it all too. it was so damn fun then. I use to enjoy every moment there. Now i cant wait for gathering. =)
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And yes friend, thanks for shooing that idiot. Ur idea rocked. XD
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And sometimes i really wish i met some people earlier.
And i aint looking forward to 200807. mondays r bad days.
I'm nt looking forward to anything bt for gd results and happier days.
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I miss chocolates.
I miss you.
I miss happy days.

Bt i believe this is all temporary=) I hopee..

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And MR HUMAN.. i am not emo. I'm anti-emo! :P



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Friday, July 06, 2007

sheeeshh. i like nt really recovered frm that incident. its agitating!!

although everything seems to be normal, i know things are going behind my back. it always happens. things never come to a satisfactory. sucks. so i just behave like i DONT noe anythin and i jus ignore it. Cus if i am wanting to noe everything i may jus die of a major shock. So i rather look everythin on the surface and just pretend i never knew anythin, and SMILE SMILE and let it be. simple. i've given in enough. i've tried. bt there's a limit. i hate compromising with others feelings already. i needa put my point straight onto your face some day. but that wld be too nasty. so i am just gonna bury it and move on. I think i have better things to worry on. Like my studies, council, social life and etc. so pls, stop it, cus i have decided to jus ignore. so iff u're gonna bark and hurt ur mouth, i am nt gonna listen anyway. so yeapp in other words, look at urself first, then be a commendator my dearr.

Cus if i am going to live in teh shadows of ones comfort, i may jus taken advantage of. But no matter what happens, i try to be happy. Cus there's no point in crying and blahing abt it. EMO is not my thing. It doesent relief pain. Being happy and helping urself to smile, is just gonna help me heal my wounds.

pacifying myself is like smthin i have to do daily.

horrible life dont u think..?

~okay i dun wanna talk abt tis alr. it jus gets on my last nerve.

AND HEY YOU COME ONLINE. CUS I AM MISSING U DARN BADLY ALR.



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Thursday, July 05, 2007

oh yes it has been ages since i posted. no mood actually. i've been like sick for oh so long. i guess sometimes my health dosent permit. to anything at all. it feels terrible. terribly terrible.

the start of the term has been more of a bad than a good. i've like cried so much alr. gotten sick alr. screamed n yelled alr. i guess i am not the only one, there are many who tell me their sad stories. and i just wonder, why cant people take things more easily rather than blowing a small issue into a big one. it hurts. for me and for everyone else. sometimes when life gets to hard on you, u wanna quit. but there're always a few friends, who would change ur mind set.
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thanks amanda kee n emelia=) i appreciate ur comfort etc.

life has been a misery so far. i duno why. sometimes i feel lonely. i feel helpless. i feel like there's no one for me, by my side. `ok i shall talk abt tis.

and thanks fiona=) talking to you made me think ALOT. n u noe i'm sorry. i appreciate what u said. its friends like u who open my eyes. XD

and thanks _____ =) what u said, made me prepare, made me think. ur words
comforted me alot alot~!!



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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

I typed a whole long story of FRIDAY with amanda and rukku buttt nooo blogger has to show some error. TWICE if i am not wrong. GOD=(
AMANDA KEE TOLD ME TO do her something.

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THE TWO OF YOU BOYS BETTA GET A LIFE. WTH IS YOUR PROB. I DUN THINK SHE DESERVES ANY OF YOUR STUPIDLY DISGUSTING CRAPPY NONSENSE ALRITE. AND MY DEAR BOY, THE ONE SHE HAD LOVED SO MUCH, YOU BETTER STOP YOUR NONSENSE. YOU BROKE HER HEART, YOU MADE HER CRY, YOU MADE HER SMILE FADE AWAY.AND HEY I DUN TINK SHE DESERVES THIS.AND BTW U'RE NOT SOME ROMEO TO DESERVE A JULIET LIKE HER, WHO WAS SINCERE. ALL BECUS OF YOUUU. YES YOUUU. I WONT HESITATE TO PUT UR NAME UP HERE U IDIOT. BUT I TINK I AM NOT AS DUMB AS YOU ARE. DONT YOU HAVE SOMETHING CALLED FEELINGS. ARE YOU LIKE STONE. YOU TALK TO HER WHEN YOU WANT AND YOU DONT TALK TO HER WHEN YOU DONT WANT. DO YOU THINK SHE'S SOME OLD TOOL. AND YOUR GREATEST FREN WHOM loves TO TYPE NUMBERS AND SEND STUPID SMSES. GETTA A LIFE. 748- GO AND DIE. AND IF YOU EVER TYPE SILLY NUMBERS I MAKE U DUN HAVE ANY OF THOSE fingers TO TYPE IT. AND I TINK AFT ALL YOU HAVE DONE TO HER mr>___ YOU DUN DESERVE HER ANYMORE. I THINK SHE CAN GET MORE BETTER GUYS THEN YOU. YOU HAVE TINY TINI EYES AND STUPID HAIR. SO YA SHE DEFINETLY DESERVES BETTER DUDE. SO SEE IF YOU CAN FIND ANY OTHER GIRL...which is not gonna happen. CUS U HAVE NTHIN LEFT TO IMPRESS ANYONE LOOOOSERRRR. HAA. IF YOU HAPPEN TO READ THIS. HOHO. I DUN CARE.. CUS I'M JUS DOING WATTA BESTFREN'S GOTTA DO. I DUN WANNA SEE HER HEART BROKEN AGN BECUS OF SOME JERK LIKEEEE YOUUU MR. STOP HURTING HER. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. YES I REPEAT ENOUGHHHHHH. YOU GET ME BOY. JUS BUZz off or go and dieee. cus she dosent need you. and your nt worth her tears.

u're not a man. u're just a pigly coward.
stop it ___-u noe who u r,,



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