I'M NOT HAPPY, I'M CRESTFALLEN, I'M TIRED AND I'VE TRIED.

Some say that friends you know for LONG are the bestest friends.

Some say that friends you find in SEC SCH are the bestest friends.

Some say that friends who are COMFORTING are the bestest friends.

Some say that friends who are TREATED up to a certain level are the bestest friends.

ACTUALLY many say alot abt what the bestest friends really mean.

Why isit that i am keeping this issue so low? Why isit that i am scared that you may get hurt? Why isit that i am scared abt whats goin to happen to our friendship? I have many WHYS of your concern and not mine. I've learned my lesson. But i dont want you to learn yours. Its not easy. I was never able to explain myself but your were open to all at all times. Your words may reflect back in this situation. Whateva u said. But i dunno why, among everyone else i feel less loved. I feel ignored at times. I'm not depressed but this is how i feel. I feel like a piece of trash. I may not be the perfect one. In many situations my heart has been broken but i dont want to

Hurt yours. So i shall live with it. I dunno who's fault it is but...

I was never a expected and good friend.... I tried but i failed....

This what i was destined to i guess.

IT is abt you, it was always abt you. I corrected but i wont force you to do the same. I care and love you but i nowadays i dun feel the same from you. I become invisable. I tried to give in. I feel....nevermind.

* My heart can't be mended nor broken too many times.