oh yes it has been ages since i posted. no mood actually. i've been like sick for oh so long. i guess sometimes my health dosent permit. to anything at all. it feels terrible. terribly terrible.

the start of the term has been more of a bad than a good. i've like cried so much alr. gotten sick alr. screamed n yelled alr. i guess i am not the only one, there are many who tell me their sad stories. and i just wonder, why cant people take things more easily rather than blowing a small issue into a big one. it hurts. for me and for everyone else. sometimes when life gets to hard on you, u wanna quit. but there're always a few friends, who would change ur mind set.
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thanks amanda kee n emelia=) i appreciate ur comfort etc.

life has been a misery so far. i duno why. sometimes i feel lonely. i feel helpless. i feel like there's no one for me, by my side. `ok i shall talk abt tis.

and thanks fiona=) talking to you made me think ALOT. n u noe i'm sorry. i appreciate what u said. its friends like u who open my eyes. XD

and thanks _____ =) what u said, made me prepare, made me think. ur words
comforted me alot alot~!!